Needing reassurance is so embarrassing when you have BPD bcuz like how do you admit to someone that you were feeling abandoned bcuz they were taking a long nap and it somehow felt like they were doing it bcuz they’re tired of you and want to avoid you and now you feel panicked?
whenever i see someone just doing their own thing in the distance not bothering anyone and having a pleasant time i always ask to myself why are you upsetting me on purpose please cease your pestering at once lest you wish to provoke my wrath.
Oh? Why do I talk so openly online about ‘My experiences with DID’, but find it extremely hard to talk about IRL to the extent of regularly denying it?
Ah! That’s just my online alter ego who likes to pretend! I tried to stop her but she’s just got a mind of her own 🙂↔️
found a box with every component and bracket of my first ever laptop taken apart and loosely tossed in.. gore of my comfort character...
my beautiful little eee pc :(