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I think not only his eyes #Sova

streamer is back and so is my will to live

@wenisprinkles miss u teensa, i think about you a lot ahhhh i hope you’re okay. so much happened, i wasnt able to catch streams :( 💗

Had to come back to ask what is going on with the Valorant community??? What the actual fuck?

@wenisprinkles oh teensa :C

Just living my life ahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

@wenisprinkles oh no :(((((((

With everything going on right now, we found mold in our apartment vents. 🫠 I’m so worried for my cats the longer we stay there. 🥲

@wenisprinkles MY QUEEN BLU !!!!!!

For whoever cares, 2 years ago, Blu (my VERY shy kitty) she would run away when you’d walk towards her, she didn’t talk to you much, hesitant to be picked up and loved on. NOW! Blu is so playful, always looking for love and affection, she chirps at you when you talk to her and holds conversations with you, she’s becoming comfy with being on her back, and she’s now a lap cat. 🥹

@wenisprinkles youre always hot

I just wanted to be hot for Halloween 🌝

@wenisprinkles TINAAAAAAA

@wenisprinkles take care of yourself lovie

Fuck it I was supposed to stream today but I really can’t be bothered to put on a show and cater to people right now. See yall in a few days.

@wenisprinkles me

Woke up at 5:30am, pushing 30 and woke up glowing for some reason. Maybe it’s cause of the tears of weird men in my tiktok comments 🌝

@punzochillin i hate timezones part 169.279

@wenisprinkles MY QUEENS

ANYWAY! Selfie for the day ☺️

@wenisprinkles teensa i love you so much :(

Seeing Flexinja talk about mental health makes me want to talk about mine too. I’m a big advocate for speaking up about mental health and I sometimes share what I’m struggling with too but I haven’t been fully transparent about it lately. Mostly out of shame and I didn’t want to worry/scare anyone. Past month and a half or so I’ve been having suicidal thoughts and depression and lots of anxiety. **I want to immediately clarify that while I do have these thoughts, I will never act on them.** It’s been hindering my motivation to stream and finish up my subathon and working my other job as well. It’s not new that I have anxiety but whenever I’d have these dark feelings, my anxiety amplifies and I can’t shake it. In that moment I feel stuck with those really dark thoughts. Fortunately, I do have a great support system. I am going to therapy, I have my wonderful patient boyfriend and his family that I absolutely adore and they adore me. I guess I just wanted to talk about it and let others know that these feelings and thoughts do happen and that it’s important to recognize them and act accordingly. Reach out to people, surround yourself with love, and TALK ABOUT IT! I can’t stress that enough. You matter. Your life matters.

@punzochillin OMG

@wenisprinkles im so proud of you teenza

Side note: I stopped doing weed for like 2 weeks now? I’ve already noticed a difference in my weight, appetite, brain fog and motivation. It sucks that I did use it for my anxiety and now that I’m off of it my anxiety feels so heightened 😭 But everything else has been a +++ 🥰

@punzochillin NO STOP :(

@wenisprinkles i was asleep timezones are horrible 😓

I’m getting lots of DMs asking if I’ll send THAT picture to them for $$$. I’ll tell you what, you do the community a favor and when I see $500 in my PayPal, I’ll post it again along with the other picture I took. I’m a little short on rent teehee 😋

@wenisprinkles thats ….

Like… be so fr.