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CUSTOM MATCHES WILL FINALLY GET SETTINGS • Changing Time of Day • Pausing the Storm • No Weapons • Maybe more..

CUSTOM MATCHES WILL FINALLY GET SETTINGS • Changing Time of Day • Pausing the Storm • No Weapons • Maybe more..

May I vent about something? I may delete my self promo channel in my discord server. I truly love celebrating others and supporting my community.. I just.. I dunno.. I am a touch frustrated because the people who post there aren't active anywhere else in my server, hell they don't even visit my streams. They paste their links and go. (To clarify, it is not that they have to come to my streams. I'm just explaining and using it as an example.) It is just frustrating that people just paste their go live stuff there and then that is it. It is like..crickets elsewhere. It's like.. I am sad because I have tried planning fun hang out nights and no one shows up but they just post in the self promo area. That's it. I planned a RE9 night and only 2 people showed up, which isn't inherently bad.. it is just.. Sad. Especially when I put the effort in. I want to do community nights in my server. But how can I when no one really shows but people are quick to use that channel only.. I dunno. I'm sorry for ranting. I just feel.. sad and a bit defeated and a little lonely at times. Am I doing something wrong? Am I not good enough? What can I do to liven up my server? Do I just give up? I don't want to.. 🥺