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⿻ th͟r͟o͟ugh the ͟p͟ane
@thewindowwithin
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@loyddasavage it’s far more helpful to look into the minds of other people—i’m in my own head the rest of the time. i’ll always be here to listen if something bothers you.
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Yes, yes! You're almost scarily understanding.. that's very uncommon here. Most people just tend to give me the cold shoulder, because they're too busy being absorbed in themselves.
⿻ th͟r͟o͟ugh the ͟p͟ane@thewindowwithin
@loyddasavage i find more progress is made with honesty, from both sides. treat others as you wish to be treated, right?
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@feIIonblackdays “…huh.” more silence follows. her eyes dart across patterns that maybe only she sees. eyelashes flutter and she shrugs.
“i don’t think i had enough coffee this morning, sorry,” she laughs.
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@thewindowwithin as he awaited a response, he tried to look for it. maybe she was just zoning out, because...
"i don't see anything," he shrugged. a thumb rose, pointing, "what, the wall? i don't think so."
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“it’s usually polite to let me bum a cigarette off of you in return.” she sounds amused, rather than genuinely scolding.
ᴹᴿ. ┉┈ 𝔖𝙴𝙻𝙵 𖦹 𝕯𝐄𝐒𝐓𐍂𝐔𝐂𝐓@feIIonblackdays
"thanks," taking out a cigarette and igniting it. he held on to the lighter, though; still in his hand.
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@amorymortem ( several more moments of fumbling before she manages to type her number in, and pass it back. )
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@amorymortem ( staring in absolute awe. the facility had a handful of samsung manufactured pdas, and that explanation still didn’t clear much up. she purses her lips as she accepts it back. )
sorry, did you call this a phone? oh, do you—is this one of those car phones? fancy.. ——
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even therapists need some help. (her tone is soft, she stops on another red light.) do you want me to leave you at a bus station or...?
⿻ th͟r͟o͟ugh the ͟p͟ane@thewindowwithin
( grounding. see, touch, hear, *smell.. ) that’s—.. i’d appreciate that. it goes both ways. i’m a therapist, so it’s what i’m good at.
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@imagedguilt mm. right. it’s just a little disorienting still getting to know so little.
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@thewindowwithin well, uh, mary. you’re technically still a civilian. i can’t share that sort of information with you.
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@feIIonblackdays oh, well. she has several more in her car. not worth the fight.
she exhales smoke as her gaze slowly drifts back towards the wall, quiet for several beats. “it doesn’t seem off to you?”
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@thewindowwithin "no, thank 𝘺𝘰𝘶." definitely not giving it back.
his attention turned to where she was staring at when he first approached her. nothing seemed interesting. "what were you looking at?," a nod, pointing.
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@loyddasavage i find more progress is made with honesty, from both sides. treat others as you wish to be treated, right?
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You are very kind. I appreciate your honesty..it's rare, and quite refreshing to see in a place like this.
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@loyddasavage no, no, from what i can see they’re… fine. i’m always happy to explain if it eases your worries.
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@imagedguilt i can probably understand it. my mind is open to them.
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@thewindowwithin just— just, ah. complex things.
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@lostinliminals ( her smile presses thin, considering. )
.. deep enough to have the scars to show for it. the neighborhood is my least favorite. does one in particular bother you the most?
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@thewindowwithin … maybe you’re right. how deep have you gone?
(lil nervous arm scratch.)
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i — wouldn’t want to introduce your mind to such horrors..
⿻ th͟r͟o͟ugh the ͟p͟ane@thewindowwithin
i’m here if you need to talk to someone. you don’t have to let it.
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@loyddasavage no, no, from what i can see they’re… fine. i’m always happy to explain if it eases your worries.
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Ah, I see! That makes a lot of sense..Phew. I was worried that my grades were starting to be too underwhelming. Thank you for the explanation haha.
⿻ th͟r͟o͟ugh the ͟p͟ane@thewindowwithin
@loyddasavage i’m sorry if i took you off guard. i’m a therapist, so i keep records.
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@imagedguilt uhum. what’s on your roster today?
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@thewindowwithin mary. you’re looking … decent. 👍
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@feIIonblackdays she’s becoming increasingly worried she isn’t going to get that lighter back … but she’s going to let is slide for now. she gratefully fishes a cigarette out and places it between her lips before leaning down to have it lit.
“thank you,” she mumbles around it.
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@thewindowwithin "that 𝘪𝘴 normal custom..."
sharing wasn't in his nature. he's been shameless enough before to refuse doing so. now though, he is not immune to women. a kicked, cheap looking cigarette box was offered. he'd still hold the lighter, willing to spark hers.
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@amorymortem you’re really too nice. ( but she doesn’t say no. she puts her hands in her pockets and follows right alongside. )
oh, wow. you have a pda? this one looks.. ( squinting as she takes it in her hands … ) this is a lot.. different than the ones i’ve seen. sorry, how do i..?
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@thewindowwithin sure, yeah, just... let me stop here, I kind of want a drink. (it was the beginning of summer, figures.) come, I'll get you something.
(grabbing her purse, she walks alongside mary before handing her the device, opening it.) you can add your number there.
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@loyddasavage i’m sorry if i took you off guard. i’m a therapist, so i keep records.
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I can't say that I'm not intimidated right now.. What kind of a file is it, if I may ask?
⿻ th͟r͟o͟ugh the ͟p͟ane@thewindowwithin
do you feel scared?
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#҉𝐕⠀⠀they fucking got me again </3 switching to comment replies
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#҉𝐕⠀⠀for when it inevitably happens again in the future: the powers that be keep limiting me so i may be stuck with replies only sometimes </3
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