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@skerbbie A day late, but happy birthday 🎂🎉

BIRTHDAY 🥰🥰🥰🥰

@skumhxx Self care is important. (Yes, everyone has an oops like that eventually)

@kasbaka89 I’m glad. Take care.🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🩷❤️

Thank you everyone! My surgery was a success, I am in recovery overnight before heading home. Thank you for all your well wishes ❤️ this community gives me the strength to press on

@FlamesAcid Take care of yourself. 🫂🫂 I hope you feel better soon 🫂🩷

@kasbaka89 Yay!!! Will keep praying for recovery.❤️🫂❤️🫂🫂🫂🫂

I'm thrilled to announce that after 9 months of fighting the insurance that I am APPROVED for surgery!! Thank to you everyone that was supportive during this very difficult time, I'm finally on the path to healing ❤️

@kasbaka89 Your health comes first. Take care🫂🫂❤️🫂❤️

But if I'm being honest, I may not be able to post an update until next year, considering the path my life is going. I love to write, but I can only do so in very small spurts right now. Thank you to everyone who supports this story, and I promise this is not the end! ✨

For the sake of the quality of the story, I have to admit that I'm not happy with my writing at this time due to a number of factors at play. Eclipse's story is not being abandoned! We actually have discussed plot all the way to the end that we are excited to give to you all!

@Mercy_Run You are venting out the bad things, and that makes room for good things. 👍🫂

I hate that all I seem to be posting lately is negative so have some Underfell. youtu.be/EFLG8npkWzw?si…

@mothiepixie Awwww❤️🩷🩷

@Mercy_Run 🫂🫂 You have gone through a lot, and that does change people. Maybe change the way you write, or what you focus on? Your soul is still there. Your writing is still there. It’s just changing with you. I hope I am writing this well enough 😅 Take care.🫂🫂

How do I come back from this? How can a week undo years of progress? Writing is how I express myself. It feels like my soul has been stolen.

I was finally able to read some of my writing. I remember sinking hours of work sitting at the computer, being so emotionally invested. But it feels unfamiliar. Like another person wrote it. I spent my whole life cultivating my ability to write and it's gone. I'm devastated.

@Mercy_Run This may only work for me, but I have to have background noise when I read. Instrumental mixes of songs I like, but without the words. Having a partial distraction helps me focus on what I want to.

Does anyone know how to improve focus? I miss fandom. I want to read and write and revisit the source material. But I can't stick with it and it's so frustrating.

@Mercy_Run I love replying favorite games, brings all the happy memories. Take care and have fun😁🎮🫂

When I get settled, I will play Undertale again. That game got me through so much and the monsters felt like friends. Maybe it will help me get back into fandom to complete the KR Trilogy and Nethertale before moving back to AOT.

@DCaliberx 😂😂😂

@avosettas Take care of yourself 🫂🫂🫂

btw ummm sorry if i worried anyone i had a little mental breakdown over being in pain and business stress but i am going home on tuesday now instead of thursday which should probably help + ignoring all business shit until then bc it's easier to deal w at home 💛

@kanna_kannaoi That looks so cool 🤩

More #Royaul concept art! "Celebration" What if something like this takes place after the events of "The Happening" by Esino? Interpret it to your liking! >w<) <3

It's like me and my friends baked a nice apple pie, then strangers broke into my bakery, ripped the pie from my hands, and took a bite. Then they were like, "Is this APPLE pie?! Don't you know I'm allergic?!" And the pie had apples written on top. And when we try to defend

@skumhuu This is a fantastic summary of how haters operate. May I use this?

I don't care if you don't like apple pie. Get the fuck out of my bakery.

@jaelarteo It is awful that you have dealt with this. Take all the time you need. Your mental wellbeing is worth it. Your fans will be waiting for you when/if you return. I wish you the best in whatever you work toward, and I hope you will let us know how you are doing. 🫂🫂🫂

@cdromarts 👍🎉🎉👍

ART IS A LEARNED TALENT YOU ARENT BORN WITH IT IT TAKES LOTS OF PRACTICE BUT ONCE YOU GET IT ITS MUSCLE MEMORY!!! ART IS SO FUN!!!! PLEASE DRAW!!! EVEN IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARENT “GOOD” DO IT ANYWAY THERE WILL ALWAYS BE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO WILL LIKE WHAT YOU DO!!!!!

@skumhuu I am sorry you are having to go through this. It seems to be making the rounds again.😭 Stay strong🫂🫂

What’s upsetting is that these people do not want the same for me in the slightest. You want me hurt, you want me gone, so fuck you and fuck off 🖕I’m going to draw brothers fucking now

Fuck it! Time to be petty on main!! I’m so sick of antis!!! And I’m sick of people not understanding the massive amounts of damage that antis have caused fandom. They’re like, “I’m not pro or anti both sides are weird”

@Mercy_Run I hope you get plenty of rest, and can recover. Take care. 🫂🫂

I'm returning home to hopefully find some peace and healing. I am hoping my ability to read and write will return. My focus and short term memory since ECT has been awful. Just trying my best.