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late intro!! stats in bio, pro recovery (not for me though) likes: pop punk music, white girl 2010s music, crochet, classics, reading dni if under 16, anti recovery, racist, homophobic, etc feel free to dm me about anything!! always looking for new friends <33

guys im highkey freaking out i had my dinner all planned w macros and calories counted but my dad brought food back from a cookout (?) lemon chicken and some sort of rice how many calories are we guessing?? i couldnt calculate it hand for size

@thintechgodhead @ShlomoSolomons omg is she ok?? also obv you dont need to but if you want you can send me the stuff to print and i can distribute them in my area!!

@cigaretteofed @ShlomoSolomons i would like to do a small self-published run but am unsure how to handle distribution! have a friend willing to help me but she just got her foot low key exploded and is in the hospital rn

hypothetically if i were to write a short story ab having an ed would anyone be willing to read it trying to improve my writing plssss

@fagcutter14 iced tea!! make a big jug of tea, wait for it to cool down, put it in the fridge til cool and serve w ice!! i just made some iced lemon green tea its so good

what can i drink besides zero sugar soda bro its too hot for coffee or tea pls #edrtwt #ricecaketwt #anatwt

@thintechgodhead @ShlomoSolomons is it going to be published anywhere?? this is a rly cool opportunity!!

@ShlomoSolomons @cigaretteofed yes i would love if you could! need to make an official write-up to post for entries

@lilmanbigdick lmaooooo last night i googled if green apples have fewer calories than red ones for this exact reason 😭😭

I just remembered when the last time I was eating a banana it was one of those bit overripe sweet ones and I gen googled if ripe bananas have more calories than green ones cuz they’re suspiciously too sweet I estimate my iq to be ~70

guys ik this is a long shot but is anyone in london down to go mcr on july 10th?? at wembley?? i bought two tickets thinking i’d find someone to go w but i cant 😭😭 seated ticket for £60

@omadhater like a yoghurt bowl probably

what could this possibly taste like

gonna post it sometime next week!! i wrote it on paper (silly me trying to be less digital) and i dont currently have it w me, but i’ll post it when i can!!

@thintechgodhead omg no way thats so cool

@cigaretteofed dude i’m trying to put together a zine of trans men’s writings on eating disorders 👀

@ghostivyleaves 100 cals def wont stop you losing or make you gain!! its so little itll barely make a difference i promise!!

I'm gonna eat toast again idgaf if a 100 calories outside of purging to bile is going to keep me from losing weight I'll just stay big and round

@iwillglow4ever yipeeee!! would it be better for me to make it a thread, screenshot my notes app, or put a link to a google doc??

@cigaretteofed meeee

@kaane0 i used to bring food into my room and put it in a freezer bag so i could pretend i ate it, but i would forget to throw them away (adhd) and they grew mold :/

what’s the craziest thing you’ve done because of your ed? i think mine is that i would omad half of a double chocolate chip muffin for an entire year when i was 11.. #edtwt

@ghostivyleaves theres no such thing as a “bad” anorexic!! its a mental illness not a physical one!!

I am taking a stand and saying I am anorexic too, I call myself a bulimic because well I am but I feel like such a fake larping wannarexic on days that I am restricting. I fit the criteria for an-bp and even though I am a bad anorexic I still am one

@aspartameangel no fr there are so many different fruits and veggies and youre telling me you dont like a single one of them???? bffr

this probably sounds ridiculous but people who don’t eat fiber are so unattractive to me

@poorbabe177621 19 169cm 20.6 59kg —> 48kg 🍼 in the middle

find your wl partner here ↓ based on: 1. age 2. height 3. bmi 4. cw → gw 5. 🌶️ toxic / 🍼 non-toxic 6. clingy level (🫂 / 🧊) drop yours ✧ ༄ ✿ ༄ ✧

@iwillglow4ever ooh i dont remember know i just know its season 3, but its also like a 5 minute exchange if that like its not an ‘important’ patient

@cigaretteofed WHATS THE EPISODE

was watching house and at one point he has a bulimic clinic patient and he tells her “you look good skinny” THE WAY I WOULD CRASH TF OUT AND IM NOT EVEN BULIMIC

@symptom4niac omg i <33 the patrick stump episode first time i watched them i was w a friend who doesnt know fob and i started freaking out lmaooooo

@cigaretteofed just wait til Patrick stump shows up

me seeing a kid in house md that i recognised from law and order

@dyingx_xpretty omg yeah that works so well

@cigaretteofed i think chase mostly lives off of coffee and omads but claims that it’s not a disorder thing and it’s just because of his job even though subconsciously he avoids eating because he hates the idea of gaining weight.

does anyone have any house ed headcanons?? making a thread and i have ideas for house, wilson, cuddy, cameron, and thirteen you will be tagged!!

@anorexic_akita oooh i had house as junkorexic and cuddy as bulimic thats so interesting

@cigaretteofed tag me!! house is def bulimic and b/ps. cuddy also but she does low calorie res most of the time and purges what she does eat

@sknyscryskelton YESS apparently keeping the windows open works the same as keeping the fridge door open, the cool air inside mixes with the warm air outside and it becomes the same temperature and obv its hotter in the sun closing the curtains basically just creates shade

@cigaretteofed YOURE MEANT TO CLOSE THE WINDOWS AND CURTAINS?! WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME THIS

i know everyone says this but uk buildings are genuinely built to trap in heat being outside in the sun is cooler than being in my room the walls of my room are a higher temperature than me WITH closed windows and curtains kill me now