Aya

When you eat because you're sad and now you're sad because you're fat

every single time i try to lose weight in a healthy manner, all i can think is "why take 10 weeks to do something you can do in 3?"

love her

A message to the newcomers of #edtwt

Manifesting this for tmrw

starving all day just to eat some high calorie bullshit later

this is EXACTLY how i want to look like SO ACT LIKE IT

Explaining to my body that torture will continue until she starts eating the fat in my thighs instead of begging me to shove more food down my throat

Seeing old photos of yourself at your lw 🫩#edtwt

My scale staring at me as I step on it for the fifth time in a row

how it feels to be undiagnosed but knowing there’s something wrong with you

starting to diet as a teen thinking i'd acc lose weight and not develop an ed

In the mood to treat this place like a diary again

Time to give the next half(ish) of my twenty’s my everything and to actually do this shit and get to where I want to be. Mentally emotionally physically financially all that shit. The first half was spent fucking around and got nowhere. Im going to get everything I want :)

Spent my entire teen yrs fat I will not spend my twenties this way

I will eat my weight and ņuțťer buťțërş and wonder why I’m maintaining :/

how i scroll through edtwt on my 3rd meal of the day

“How I lost 10kg in ONE month” “10k steps-“