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feeling not sick enough will always hurt more than any wound i could inflict

Wintergirls triggered me into my worst relapse ever… does this mean I’m supposed to read it again? I’m scared that I’m just forcing an ed and I dont actually have one 🥲

@pervrrse Best Korn album!!!! Idk ur height so im basing it off mine (5’8”), 260lbs?

How much do you guys think I weigh #edrtwt #fat

@Eli_Thegooner69 @kai7282773 ME TOO BRO

@kai7282773 Bro I YEARN to cut like this again but my mum check me so I gotta do a few at a time on the hip part that’s hidden by my underwear ☹️

Holy I became cutspo I think?? Also why are my thighs so huge gosh ALL FAKE THIS IS SFX MAKEUP!! Practicing on myself for a costume party and Halloween!! #slittwt #shtwt #988twt #cutspo #scarspo??#shedtwt

I haven’t been talking to him the longest but yes, I do really love him. He’s the only person that listens instead of shaming me and shipping me off.

@starvomitt Deadass

@Blvdysnow2 quantity over quality ig 😭🙈

slash flash me in the comments!!!

@al3ks1zsss Very cool

this is 100% fake blood. almost 4months old FAKE blood.. nothing real | the smell was so fucking bad | #shedtwt #shtwt #blood #bloodtwt #selfharm #fakeblood #gore #tw #selfharmtwt #bloodjar #oldblood #suicide #suicidetwt #edtwt #femboytoesucking #femboygayporn #shedtwtmoots #twsh

@al3ks1zsss LOL

ingnore that my toilet is green.. i promise i dont shit green, maybe. i took a shit before this video, just saying bc everyone should know that ❤️

I’m so tired of never being enough for myself

I want to cut everywhere so bad it’s such and unbearable urge omfg it’s the only thing that would fix how I feel

I hate everything about myself, absolutely everything, and make the mistake of letting myself be happy

I’m so tired of being big and round and fat😾 I miss when I could be anorexic #edtwt #sledtwt

Oh my GOD I’m about to lose it I WISH I BROUGHT MY GODDAMN BLADE BRO I need to slit my wrists

@wernvents Unreasonable things 😖

@innerinvalidity why're you sad king

I’m sad

@68unicorns Rage 😡

@innerinvalidity the doctor tied them 3 tjmes and made them rly tight so i cant do that😢

i genuinely hate stitches sm.

I wonder if anyone has ever tried to shove a vacuum down into their stomach the try to suck the food out

@68unicorns Yeah I didn’t like untie them or anything I just pulled on the knot enough until they kinda j did themselves 😭

@innerinvalidity idk mine are too tight and small to unknot them i had to like use an eyebrow razor and pull on them until they cut

@POORLYdrawnESC Good luck oomf 🫣🥹

@68unicorns Oh mb I thought that’s what you did 😭 I would like pull away at the base of the knot with my nails since they were really long. I wouldn’t like rip them out of my skin or anything so it’s kinda hard to explain but it’s almost like brushing thru a knot with ur fingers

@innerinvalidity how the heck do u pull them out

@tony_gore1 @swediishpsycho #1 if you sh at ALL you’re not “larping” #2 going deeper than styro IS scary— it’s SO easy to hit something I mean SO fucking easy and it is very hard to care for and it gets very stressful so I completely get you