why have i lowkey been on the verge of existential crisis trying to get back in touch with my intuition/dream/spirit self or whatever when i literall already know the answer. it's fkn making music dumbass!!! i just improvised w voice and guitar for 5 mins and it's all right there
stuck in some kind of torturous hell design of: working in hospitality serving vile humans who know no manners, not having any desire to do anything except music, aging out of the music industry / being too burnt out to be creative. OH and some relationship breakdowns too!
as y2k becomes oversaturated, everything about the early 2010s vibe encapsulated by Justin Bieber - Beauty and a Beat is perfectly positioned for nostalgic revival
actually so excited to play a show again and perform these new songs next week. feels very good to be in this headspace compared to 1 year ago when i genuinely never wanted to play live again lol