aylin

@fairyprxncess elsa

pink or blue?

literally the best color:

maybe all 3 but in japan

it makes sense i enjoy enemies to lovers the most. ofcourse it does. it feels so breathable to imagine someone hating me from the beginning, seeing my worst sides.. and still falling for me.

i wanna be a black cat so bad instead i behave like a golden retriever (and will be taken for granted)

having childhood/lifelong depression is so disorienting, because when people talk about "returning to your baseline".... i have no concept of that. i've just been white-knuckling it this whole damn time.

no i do not recommend it, please don't do it

@bbykayz_ i relate so much i feel like im glued to a wall rn

Life is stressing me so much. I constantly feel so behind. There’s too many things I need to do and I end up just not wanting to do any of it. Everything is so expensive. Everything is so overwhelming. All while still trying to enjoy my life and have fun moments. I want to cry.

kmsing

right, i cant fuckin eat anything too

i need to get busy again so i stop letting my maladaptive daydreams take over me. i cant even eat bec im so anxious all the time and i keep thinking about him. this is so bad

when im alone im mostly in my maladaptive daydreams. it's so embarassing honestly who do i even talk to about these things?

i love this book "love, theoretically" by ali hazelwood. the mc is a pathological people pleaser. when i read it thought it was too extreme, that i'd never go that far. im afraid i am going that far. im actually struggling because idk who i am. when im with people i put on an act

no fr idk how to interact w irl people i treat them like they're puzzles i need to figure out to interact correctly

crine

maybe i will pretend i just woke up in the past rn. and make different choices.

i wanna feel like im good at art and singing again

im genuinely so sorry i havent had human interaction jn ages, i don't know shit that i should probably know at my age, im so dumb. i hate this man i hate being myself

he told me his sister passed away and i reacted so awkwardly i really want to kms