This year was overwhelming for me. I got the deepest fall in my life but had the best friends they got me out of it. I lost her, my love. She picked another way for her life, a way I am not part of it.

I think she is happier with it, but for me I lost a warm heart, warm skin on my and a soul  full of kindness. I've lost a gem and whenever is it gets quiet around me it knocks me down for a couple of time.

I always have a lot of friends and family around me to spend my time with, but there is someone I always missed. This year I met a lot of people, my rl friends took me out too party's, we hat a lot of trips and cooked awesome food.

They motivated me to do sports and we often trained together. At the same time I needed someone to talk about my feelings, my Rl friends told me to forgot her. But there was too much that I can't forgot.

I am rellay thankful to my online friends they had a open ear everytime I had tears in my eyes. We also had a lot of fun together an meet on the baltic see for a whole weekend. That's the moments I remember the most.

I also found new joy in a game that get me out of my pc seat. And a another thing! For the first time ever in my life I put all my courage in my heart and spoke to a girl in the middle of the little shopping streat in my hometown.

She was very kind to me and I hope I see her in the next year again. I wish you all a nice Christmas and a beautiful new year. We are all deserve to be loved, but first love youself and others will follow your way.

Special tanks to: 12Build, Tetzel, Snuffy, Vectrail, FilouFix, Taurus and Fery thank you for this awesome year. ❤️

@CrystalBuilds Es freut mich doch sehr Teil deiner Danksagung zu sein, es ist mir ebenfalls stets ein Freude mit dir. Ich hoffe du kannst optimistisch in das neue Jahr blicken. Wer weiß schon, was es so für dich bereit hält 👍