There was a time when I was so insecure, and filled with imposter syndrome, that I stopped talking to any of my friends, isolated myself off social media, I couldn’t look at anyone’s achievements. It was depressing me. I did not even think of doing something about it. I thought it was going to be my life. So forget the world, let’s learn. At my own pace. What I understand is enough. No sheets, no ed influencers and their suggestions, nothing. Picked something random, and just casually studying. I don’t think I worked hard even. I took breaks sufficiently. But I guess, that period accidentally went on for 9 months i think. Then I cam out. Had to at some point. One week into the world, I realized I had come almost 70 - 80 % ahead of the people around me. I still don’t know how.