Lightstreamfader 🙏🫠

5 years old ~ Rep because you don't know others' exist 9 years old ~ Rep because your cope of day dreaming is the only escape 15 years old ~ Rep because you think you're undeserving/can't access HRT 19 years old ~ Rep because you've grown completely dissociated from everything

What animal do you see yourself in?

@FEMSOFTWARE I didn't even notice the spelling mistake lol

@Lightstream01 yoy does need this

could use a hug

@Girlcuddlemess Lovely hair cut

Genuinely rlly happy with it :3

@oomfmoder Yeah the high is low like 5 days at 1ml, what do you use?

@Lightstream01 i think valerate is not the best

@brobrobroaaa Yep it's all unbearable sometimes

@Lightstream01 yeah whenever i achieve a semi-stable dissociation mindstate, i go outside and all the cope immediately crumbles upon seeing some random cís woman

going outside and seeing foids is actually unbearable

I DIY Valerate on and off because it does fuck all compared to when I was taking T-blockers and E through official means

I was taking HRT in stealth by 18 and saw a lot of progress... My medical service dropped me after 1 year and a half, it's my fault I essentially broke under pressure.. I dropped out of contact and lost it all again

@brobrobroaaa Lol sometimes I get too dissociated and have to go out and seeing a cys woman is a brutal clarity

@Lightstream01 BROOTAL!!!!!

@oomfmoder I may have passed then but now my bone structure is masculine

@Lightstream01 i think it's definitely still possible u make progress then, not over yet

@oomfmoder It's okay np, maybe the Valerate I brought on HRT Café is garbage Idk

@Lightstream01 oh ok i see, im dumb bc i think i already heard u say that lol

@oomfmoder I take it on and off because it does fuck all compared to when I was taking T-blockers and E through official means

@oomfmoder I started DIY months ago

@oomfmoder x.com/Lightstream01/…

@Lightstream01 yeah obv but when did you start

My medical backstory cause I get asked

@oomfmoder I DIY but it does nothing

@Lightstream01 When did you start hrt?

@G34910351 Lol that is probably my only achievable goal

@Lightstream01 A handsome woman

I don't feel happy unless I delude myself (through dissociation) into thinking I look feminine, in which instance clarity becomes dangerous... every other day I feel kinda numb