Jelian

“If you haven’t died by an age thought predetermined through the timing of your abuses and excesses, then what else is left but to begin another diary?” Jim Carroll

@mailmanhenryb Henry, I'm good. I'm not abusing. I don't drive if I do drink. I had a hard time with my sponsor. We never got to the 12 step. I feel its a slippery slope depending on someones availability for sobriety. Be well.

@PhoenixDelorean Get sober if you really want it. That’s the only way you will get it. Any reservations left?

The only reason to come here was to celebrate my sobriety. If I'm not sober, what do I do on here?

There is no you there is only me.

I got my own trauma! Why would I watch candy drama dump videos? Get out of here with your mess

How I feel after eating grapefruit and hard boiled eggs for dinner

Please God let me stop giving a fuck. Fuck.

@mamaafreeka Go to ice for the passport. It was so easy. It’s right on campus. It takes forever to get though.

I make public birthday wishes for accountability, and if they come true then the written memory will be a sweet one. This year I wished to end the year in a relationship,to do more paid gigs, and get my passport. I just got paid for writing, now I have the $ for the passport!

I got to lose 79 pounds.

Blessings overflow!!!

@COUCHxMAN Show off the hair!

@ForPetersSake_ I don’t think this is true.

I’m nobody. I’m nothing. If I disappeared, nothing would change.

I’ve had quite the bipolar day and it shows.

Having your headphones sync to your phone without you wanting them to is the most annoying thing.

The hamsters are dropping turds at my house starting on august 30th. I can’t wait to see the kids reactions!

Would I be more sexual if I listened to erotica on audible? I’ve been living a porn free lifestyle for a bit.

The moment you realize you forgot the lyrics of what was one’s your favorite song is so traumatic!

@ForPetersSake_ It’s a hard habit to break. I just did it again!

@PhoenixDelorean That’s what I do.

I feel like I’ve been posting on Facebook things that should be posted here instead. No one knows me here.

@ForPetersSake_ I felt this. <\3

Looking in the mirror and sick and fucking tired of looking at him.

@brclothwrites It’s hard cause you kind of blend in into each others eyes and something’s can become overlooked and unsaid.

Is marriage worth it?