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im like recovering or whatever… i guess

i had three string cheese sticks why am i THIS bloated i hate eating disorders

i ate so ignore my bloated little tummy

same shorts used to be tight asf on me🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️

@pusheenthug heck yesss

@angelsffuck lemme check yk feel around if ykwim

there’s a lump in my boob

there’s a sadness in my eyes you can only see in an eastern european gay porno

i miss tabs

Texting ppl while ure naked in your room

my rooms a mess

the upper half of my body is so much. bigger than the lower half i have small (compared to the rest of my body) legs and then the fattest upper body you’ve ever seen

ice cream is such a delicacy

i hate white icing i hate whipped cream i hate gravy i hate

my dad romanticizes it in the same way lolita is romanticized

my dad treats me like we’re in a porno and i’m the “dumb” girl who’s step dad comes in and idk i hate it im not porn i’m not a toy

asi se siente ser kawaii y estar en una crisis

i’m very normal about everything i go through and then like once a month i have a terrible breakdown and i scream and throw everything and then im cool again

“semen stains the mountaintops” me af as fuck:

my dad is just banging on my wall oh my GOOOODDDDUGGGH

im incredibly hungover and im trying so hard not to throw up if i throw up again i know my brain will miss it and i cannot start purging again

unwillingly starving