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im like recovering or whatever… i guess

i wonder if my diagnosis they gave me at the psych ward was accurate my dad won’t let me go to a psychiatrist to figure things out

i haven’t been beat in so long

i hate being alone i can’t be okay unless im around people

i’m so nonchalant abt all the shit i go through no i really this is just my life if anyone else told me this shit i’d be disgusted for them

my b baby came out of me in chunks it was terrible

in my womb it was in my womb i did not kill a newborn

i miss my week old fetus that i purposefully mistreated in hopes of it dying im sorry baby

i could’ve been a great mommy

being hungover is probably as bad as ball torture idk anyone who’s gone thru ball torture describe it pls

ohmy god sxsred

life is choking the shit outta me i tapped out like forever ago and it is not stopping

@Haerindy do you want my ss number too

@angelsffuck wait oomf send me ur address I’ll send u mcdonalds what do u want (im broke)

i am decaying in pain so hungry so dying

swapping one eating disorder out with the other #booyah

it’s hard to recover when u literally just don’t got food

admitting im strug🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢…. struggl🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢- struggling! *projectile vomits*

im just getting you back and now you have to go again *dies

okay and then yes so you then when i even and then yea i