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unpinning @ 40kg

i want a tattoo so bad

I DONT WANNA EAT ANYMORE

im ruminating again about everything that went wrong

like sorry if u treat me like shit once im not gonna talk to u anymore

i dont like getting close to people anymore

watching a bad documentary movie for some reason idk

when i wanna watch a movie but its part of a saga so i have to watch them all in order until i reach the one i actually wanna watch otherwise i cant watch it

next semester is my semester

btw i don't recommend anyone here to follow me because this is a diary where i talk about my eating disorder mostly and i doubt yall want this kind of content on ur feeds

ok i didn't intend on this getting as many likes as it did whatsoever im not self diagnosing but i totally understand what the girl is talking about bc i do believe i experience the same kind of thoughts that literally take so much time from my life and affect my relationships

i relate to absolutely everything shes talking about so deeply

@FishboneHarp thats obvious but the difference is the frequency and intensity of these thoughts and feelings because it is absolutely not normal to have obsessive thoughts that are genuinely debilitating to ur life

Im sorry but these are just normal aspects of being a human

when are kpop stans gonna stop being ignorant and acting like their idols are genuinely a natural bmi 13

i didn't know what kind of music i was craving for nd i think i figured it out idk something will scratch my itch

@heesesitos you are so ignorant of her illness i hope thats some comfort for you when she gets worse for not receiving help when she obviously needs it

@minjubb edtwt user can’t tell me how a normal person eats when they’re minding their own business. she’s eating rice w seaweed and expect her to be jumping around? girl

when u eat something you normally enjoy it indeed

i think i feel okay right now

two of my tweets blowing up at the same time and its two different things happening at once

@yazmeen_____ disorders overlap more than u think just do proper research and get help if youre able to cuz i know its hard regardless

@minjubb Adding OCD to my potential autism adhd & more disorders

@bitchwtflmaobye a lot of these are actually normal, what makes them ocd as per the video is the intensity of them and how debilitating they are in your life

@minjubb I relate to everything except the first one tbh

@velcrolezbo it literally sends me into a spiral where i somehow convince myself im the worst person ever in every area possible and my friends hate me and are pretending to like me and also everyone has done me wrong because they hate me

@minjubb that last one is definitely a big struggle for me lol

@thuhcatlady so ive just considered getting that checked out, but idk how to explain it like what if i just have severe paranoia and overthink a lot and thats it? maybe its not even worth looking at bc its not as severe as everyone else

@thuhcatlady but i wasnt sure since i guess most people have different obsessive thoughts but when i came across this video i was like wait i know exactly what shes talking about, those are the type of thoughts that consume me a lot of the time and i wont stop thinking about even years after

Clinically dxed w/a legitimate form of OCD + ppl are still insisting that’s not what this is. Even ppl w/other forms of ocd are dismissing this. Mental compulsions can absolutely destroy your life especially in conjunction w/physical ones. -signed someone w/multiple types of OCD