Stephanie Lev Feldman

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." -David Bowie

When the @FedEx delivery man dumps your new $4000 bed on the front lawn (so people can of course steal this). But not only that, the pieces are over 100lbs per piece so instead of just getting mad, you use your lifting skills and finally get it in the house. FedEx, you better pray nothing is broken!

30 days until gemini season

Happy 4/20 🍃💨

When you lose weight, but your dog gains it 😂😂😂 my baby is quite the chonker

World Semicolon Day ; My story isn’t over yet

Neurodivergents will say “I need rest” but what they actually mean is “I need uninterrupted time where no one expects anything from me”.

MR JUNIOR PANACHAI… KHUN JUNIOR PANACHAI… “Let Me Love You” is so beautifully done, it moved me to tears. Your voice, the lyrics (yes I saw the “translated” Thai to English lyrics), and the actual melody—DAMN!! I was not prepared for that. 💛💛💛

36 days until gemini seasom

I’m just honestly happy to see you all happy. You all work so hard, you need to all let loose. Everyone with the cameras are definitely invading all your privacies, but (at least me) recognizes you’re all human, of age to drink (and maybe partake in other substances 😉, like the herbal variety) and should be able to party without scrutiny of hate. Like if us at home can do it, why can’t you guys too… the hypocrisy from the haters is too real

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I’m just honestly happy to see you all happy. You all work so hard, you need to all let loose. Everyone with the cameras are definitely invading all your privacies, but (at least me) recognizes you’re all human, of age to drink (and maybe partake in other substances 😉, like the herbal variety) and should be able to party without scrutiny of hate. Like if us at home can do it, why can’t you guys too… the hypocrisy from the haters is too real

While I’m having FOMO for Songkran (mark my words, I’ll be there next year partying with everyone. And yes, I’m looking at you Perth) …I’m stuck in bed sick, thanks to my oh so wonderful husband. I don’t think I’ve been awake for more than a couple of hours today. I get sick harder than others (or for those who aren’t immune compromised) because of how many autoimmune conditions I battle. Didn’t win the genetic lottery

Finally figured out/REMEMBERED (that’s more like it) how to change my username, and went back to my maiden name. Idk why I changed it to my married name in the first place when my instagram handle is also this too.

Start of a new era #whoop @WHOOP

Neurodivergents texting back (unfiltered): "Hey! So sorry I didn't text you back for nearly a week (again), my nervous system wouldn't let me open your text until I knew I had time to devote to answering you thoughtfully and thoroughly! But I promise I *thought* about texting you, saw the unopened text, and felt guilty every hour of every day until I finally forced myself...even though now none of this is thoughtful like I planned because it's all an apology instead! Anyways, how are you??"

The fact also that all the other CP’s talk about how close they are, and it’s more than just fan service, and how Perth is different and they’re so happy for him, makes me 100% believe there’s something absolutely real between them. Also studying their body language (and I can tell between cp’s who are just putting on the fan service), it’s honestly precious how the two of them are together.

so you really cant tell me PerthSanta dont love each other SOOOOOOOOO much.. i mean put the skinship aside for a secon first of all, Santa literally wanted to learn electric guitar because Perth loves it and he even performed a rock stage with his P'Perth, and also playing guitar together LIVE just bcs he knows Perth enjoys it Perth.. he got into the kpop world just because Santa likes it.. even that's not really his genre, he still stepped into that world for his Tata.. he even said he wants to practice dancing more bcs his partner is a dancer.. even he didn't even like dancing before if this isn't love then what???? ߹𖥦߹

on my 26th birthday, i wrote I Took A Pill in Ibiza...12 years ago. The song became popular several years after i wrote it. This year I celebrated my 38th birthday. I feel proud to look at the song lyrics and know that NONE of them are true anymore. I've grown into a completely new man...one that i'm proud of. check this out... 26: I took a pill in Ibiza to show Avicii I was cool and when I finally got sober, felt 10 years older, but fuck it, it was something to do 38: i love myself more than ever, no longer do shit that harms my body to try to get people to like me 26: I'm living out in LA, I drive a sports car just to prove I'm a real big baller 'cause I made a million dollars and I spend it on girls and shoes 38: donated massive jordan collection, drive 4runner, don't need to prove anything to anyone other than God, love myself. If i buy myself something nice, it's because i love myself and i deserve it, not because i'm trying to prove to others i'm good enough. 26: But you don't wanna be high like me Never really knowing why like me You don't ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone 38: not even close to alone. spent a decade creating a community of the most loving high powered friends in the world. massive investment into relationship with my mom and sister... best it's ever been. relationship with God is on a whole new level. 26: You don't wanna ride the bus like this Never knowing who to trust like this You don't wanna be stuck up on that stage singing All I know are sad songs, sad songs 38: i am the happiest i have ever been in my life and have sustained faith love and joy mindset for over a year and am not going back. 26: I'm just a singer who already blew his shot I get along with old timers 'Cause my name's a reminder of a pop song people forgot 38: walked across america, climbed everest, became inspiring to myself first, as a byproduct became inspiring to others. 26: And I can't keep a girl, no 'Cause as soon as the sun comes up I cut 'em all loose and work's my excuse But the truth is I can't open up 38: overcame my fear of intimacy and old avoidant patterns, face deep pain of last relationship's ending head on, recognized what patterns i was acting out that no longer served me, recognized how much having a wife and family would actually mean to me, hired best coaches and therapists i could find, did what they said, now in most beautiful relationship i've ever been in. 26: All I know are sad songs, sad songs 38:  i know sadness and pain very well, i also know how i overcame/overcome it. it is my duty to teach others to do the same. I know sad songs, but i also know redemptions songs, songs of freedom, songs of faith, and songs of devotion i love you. If you're going through shit right now, keep going, you have no idea how good your life may be in 10+ years. in gratitude, mp

Style will never go out of Style 😂😂😂😂 This is what I think about at almost 2am… I’ll be here for the foreseeable future *takes bow, drops mic* #theheartkillers @dunknatachai

Thank you @Starbucks of Manhasset, NY, Long Island! This made my night 🍓