Nyouuum

I should have done this a week ago hihahaha ko-fi.com/nyouuum/goal?g…

hey buddy. its me, the abyss. just wanted to say please stop gazing into me. its making me feel really uncomfortable and i've been trying to show you how it feels by gazing back at you but clearly that is not helping the situation so. please just knock it off okay

two homura

You always did make me feel like prey.

I also feel it's something men say because they are immature and are complimenting me because they notice my qualities in a "you could be useful to me" manner

it's not the kids, yesterday it was a dad that was younger than me and idk people keep saying this and i do not enjoy being percieved like this

Is it valid to be annoyed random people I talk to love talking to me and all stuff like "the things you say... you sound like a good/smart person" STOP NOTICING I AM JUST TRYING TO BE A RANDOM PERSON NOT YOUR THERAPIST

I couldn't even talk on the phone ToT

I don't have a pb with talking to them, they straight up told me "we don't have anyone to speak french to at home" it's cute but I AM DOING ADULT THINGS THEY KEEP ASKING ME ABOUT AND ITS NOT COMPATIBLE WITH HANGING OUT WITH KIDS???

I officially cannot go for a smoke and a beer on the plazza the kids they won't leave me alone yesterday i was on the phone AND THEY KEPT COMING TO ME ???

sure hope all this physical abuse during the formative years of my life won't permanently alter my mental development haha talk about a long-lasting impact.

@documense lots of hugs from me to u !!

been ffeeling a horrible and incurable sense of impending dread and anxiety the past few days

@_staarsabove you don't need to be physically touched to be sexually traumatized being witness to acts or being in an environment that isn't appropriate for a child can cause sexual trauma

@meiji_meimeii c'était comme courir dans les escaliers... maybe il faut pas le faire (ouvrir les dm)

@CrowdAlien MDRR le fait que j'ouvre jamais mes dm, c bcp de reget la, mais c ok je sais que mon coeur fonctionne bien sous pression (c faux j'etais essoufler)

@meiji_meimeii t'ouvres tes dm ton coeur fait 130 bpm c'est bon tu as fait ton sport

@CrowdAlien wdnwjnhdo c ok c pour faire travailler mon cardio

@meiji_meimeii mon beau prince into SOIT PAZS PSYCHOPHOOOOOBBBZZZZZ ascenceur émotionnel

@CrowdAlien je tiens a dire que les screen c vrm le debut de la conv on se connait pas du tout de base 🧍‍♀️

@casketmourn I think a lot of people in general understand this It's abuse parents do to children They control our bodies It transcends gender, it's not about it, it's about the power parents have on what they think belongs to them or what parents think a child should look like (conformity)

Non trans women don't really understand how kinda violent and abusive the way parents will force you into masculine gender presentation as a child

I only exist when someone remembers I can top em apparently idk i don't even need to wait for them to answer bc of all the context clues