one guy. maybe more

@horromantic start with this book: drive.google.com/file/d/1Z243Bj… and then from there look at this google drive: drive.google.com/drive/folders/…

The Best of me. (1/6)🧵

the way my hair length goes down to my butt

Snake's Ambition, by Michel de Rooij (1999)

was going to do laundry but I have like six dollars to my name rn

Estoy entre mejorar radicalmente mi vida o directamente suicidarme

me (35) one week after staying with my 27 year old brother in bushwick

reminds me of this :`)

@stichedstars unfortunately I know exactly what you mean

kratom genuinely ruined my life for years. it can be an incredible medicine but for me i just had to keep taking more and more, and being broke i kept getting shady brands. the real enemy though is 7Oh tablets

when my mom behaves i reward her with information about my life

shawty got DID i asked her if they were all bad people and she said yeah.

I don’t want to keep having to shower to fix my body I love being soggy and I love being warm in da shower but I don’t want to have to go in the wet room every time I feel bad

what the hell is going on right now

@thintechgodhead sometimes in the past I’ve felt really bad when my cycle starts but I don’t know enough about my own experiences to establish too much of a pattern there ): sometimes it’s bad and sometimes it’s fine I think maybe

@documense do you have PMDD by any chance because no that’s not normal

is it possible for my cycle to be making me suicidally depressed

sometimes when I’m too depressed I just go and sit down in the shower for an hour and it usually helps a bit. I also have Christmas lights I light the bathroom up sometimes with

The kind of depression that makes me ask myself if I’m ever going to be happy again

really bad depression today that makes me question why im alive

woke up this morning choking and I wasn’t sure if I was gonna make it ): scary

@OfSlayest I am they are going to be on the deed

@documense You dont just have to give away a whole ass house because you feel bad you can still make an offer to them. Because thats a lot of money/basically an entire inheritance

felt increasingly uncomfortable about being a landlord (inherited a home) so when the mortgage is paid off on my grandmas house i'm putting the tenants on the deed

@lmthehomelander it’s also coinciding with the loss of the most important person in my life and it’s so scary and bleak looking so I really appreciate this positivity

@documense yooo i love that for you!!

in 3 months ill be making 12k more a year and not having to support two people on $30k. ive been supporting another person entirely for so long i dont know what my life looks like when not paying for a household of 2