Hawk : . edtwt

Dude the thoughts and like the feelings of needing to purge just linger so much im greatful for my fresh llip piercings everytime i eat

@goawayugli Yeah ikr lowkey ive been tempted so much recently i think ill start tmrw

Might start posting images of what i eat in a day idk probs

Its so much easier to starve on night shift icl

lipstick on a cigarette is so chic

@suedswan Hot choclate 🤤🤤🤤

@skarzxs Me too!!!

I hate abigail tho 🫢

@adoredbyamora Coworkers going on ozempic and my ex 😔

what triggered your last relapse?

I used it till i was 18 😭😭😭 theres so much stuff

Omg i just got access to my old edtwt account when i was 15 😬 currently purging that shit cause its pretty embarressing and it has one of my deadnames as the @ so yikes

Me but instead it's these

fasting all day to get drunk off two beers is financial responsibility

why am i not hungry until i eat and then suddenly im the fucking hungriest person in the workd

@decaying_des Thank you and im sorry you had to deal with that i feel like it sucks

@Hawk_Si544 Honestly I js had to deal w this like 20 mins ago and I js told them what I wish I would’ve heard at that age but I feel like this only works if they’re younger and yk they look up to you. But other than that It would be better to hide from being open 😵‍💫

Its better to hide smth im struggling with if another person is also struggling with similar stuff right?

The guilt for being the reason behind somones relapse is endless btw guys if youre gonna get into a relationship with someone who also has issues prolly dont or be over yours fully

Im sorry omad i didnt mean to say that about you i think i will do you today especially after you were 1000kcal~ today

Highkey fuck omad rn im giving myself a 1400 cal limit for today and lowering it bye 100 each day till next week

I lowkey realised i relapsed when i started tacking pictures of my meals again it wasnt the purging or the thoughts cause they were there all throughout my recovery and like only this like half assed attempted recovery are the purging and thoughts going away i think

@vamp0rexic I got my fingers crossed for you 🤞🤞🤞 everyone deserves them

@Hawk_Si544 Oooo okay!! I will have a hunt for them when I move as a lil treat for trying to push through Where I am moving has EVERYTHING so I should hopefully find them!

Brownie m&ms are a thing?!?!?!?!?!? Im scared but highkey might buy them tmrw

Omad has made me feel like shit yet again and i really dont wanna purge fml😔