Hawk : . edtwt

Highkey fuck omad rn im giving myself a 1400 cal limit for today and lowering it bye 100 each day till next week

I lowkey realised i relapsed when i started tacking pictures of my meals again it wasnt the purging or the thoughts cause they were there all throughout my recovery and like only this like half assed attempted recovery are the purging and thoughts going away i think

@vamp0rexic I got my fingers crossed for you 🤞🤞🤞 everyone deserves them

@Hawk_Si544 Oooo okay!! I will have a hunt for them when I move as a lil treat for trying to push through Where I am moving has EVERYTHING so I should hopefully find them!

Brownie m&ms are a thing?!?!?!?!?!? Im scared but highkey might buy them tmrw

Omad has made me feel like shit yet again and i really dont wanna purge fml😔

I really hate soft garlic bread ngl it sucked that i had to have some today i thought it was gonna be crunchy

Omad!!! 😝😝😝 had 1 half slice of garlic bread and 1 and a half eggs. And only the eyes of the bacon 😬

@vamp0rexic Idk but this cool country town everything shop has them and they are such a good purple too!!

@Hawk_Si544 WHAT?! SINCE WHEN

@Thesnorlaxluvr 🥳🥳🥳🥳

first time in 4-5 days that I haven’t purged after dinner

@vamp0rexic Thank you i was really tossing this up recently. But ill keep doing my best now

@Hawk_Si544 This can be a tough one but imo I would say yes because you don’t want the other person to feel as if they have somehow impacted you negatively

Its better to hide smth im struggling with if another person is also struggling with similar stuff right?

Why do i cut myself when i know if someone sees it theyll also do it like i try my best to hide it but i always slip up i should stop it but a lot of the time i just cant 🫤

Lowkey guys my dads property in the middle of nowhere is so pretty. Shame i hate him and he doesnt let me stay with him much

Gonna have a work brownie and not hate myself tmrw!!!!!!!!!!

Bruh im back on my we so back gonna get better shit see you tmrw with a doomer always gonna have an ed vibe

Highkey fuck fasting working 10 hour ahifts

Caved and broke my fast with 80kcal beef jerky thing that a coworker gave me

I have therapy next tuesday 😬

Me and my vape against the world rn

Highkey accidently started a fast cause lord knows i aint eating at work with my judgy coworkers and might as well keep it up till omad tmrw