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J̶a̶r̶i̶d̶
@Neglectant
Former professional @GearsEsports nerd → Casual gamer
Beigetreten Mart 2015
367 Folgt2K Follower

@Neglectant Happy birthday bro! Crazy we’ve been gaming together for years now and still somehow haven’t gotten banned yet. Haha
Hope you have a great day and get everything you want in life… except better aim than me 😘
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@Jackal_Tenebris thanks jackal, hope you have an amazing birthday as well! much love 👊🏼
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@Neglectant gotta be the issue cause no way its me... twitch.tv/whosdatehh
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@Ask_Spectrum you’ve been down for over an hour, shit gonna get wicked soon 🤣
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Sometimes life gives you clues. Some listen and some ignore. I listened when I hit rock bottom November 2024. My mental health took a turn I never imagined. I completely lost myself. I kept quiet but 2024 was the worst year for me ever. No need to fully get into details.
I finally realized I wasn’t ok and needed a change. Stepped away from streaming (I occasionally went live but not consistent) and my job. First it started with therapy (actually taking it serious this time lol). Then over time I just needed something to look forward to again.
I started training and I finally had something I liked and sunk my teeth into. I surrounded myself with an active lifestyle. Stopped drinking for an extended period of time, started eating clean, and workout weekly. This transformation is from November 2024 to present day.
I don’t know where this journey is taking me but I know I’ve found myself again. I found my self love. There’s so many things new and old I want to get back to. But my biggest goal is to compete in a hyrox race next year.
I know some will read this and some will just skim because let’s be real this is a long ass post lol. But if there’s one person that’s struggling and can take something from this just don’t stop fighting because life is beautiful ❤️




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