Grotesque☆Dreams

Ik weight concerns are a major part of eating disorders, but it pisses me off how it's reduced to JUST dieting n wanting to be skinny, or that it's the only reason as towhy someone would develop an ED #edtw

@Snwyangell000 @mattysnowpuff TOTAL VALID REACTION 💔

@Prtyndecaying @mattysnowpuff Oh I really wanted to blow my shit off in front of them

developing an ed made me realize so many girls are underweight and noone bats an eye..? we shouldn't mention people's bodies ofc, but it's just insane to me how everyone's used to teenage girls being like bmi 16

@0rxtting I've tried like a cereal bar w chocolate it was like 96cals? It tasted decent

i am craving dark chocolate.. i should get a low-calorie one, but is there any? (˘･_･˘)

i hate this so much (⇀‸↼‶)

Today I woke up anxious and extremely scared n disoriented. I tried to settle into reality and try to remember what I dreamt and that I wasn't in that situation anymore... I dreamt that I was making breakfast. Bro. Bro????

"eat something or else youll end up skin an bones" oh thats the goal #thinspo #bonespo #edrtwt

Not being properly diagnosed with any mental illness makes me feel like there's just something fundamentally wrong with me but in a normal way

底辺でも生きてるし優勝

#edrtwt #bed

@iEatYogurtYUM ME ME ME

who wants to be tagged when this is done?

@cheriecordial Well, it's definitely about scenery and lighting, after food presentation, of course. The photos I take at cafeterias look nothing like the ones at home! Cafe — at home

how does anyone take aesthetic pictures of their food on edtwt… it’s an art i haven’t mastered yet

everytime i eat the food i crave its never worth it like

@ch3rryell If it's like an actual fast I believe even 0cal drinks can sometimes break it because of artificial sweeteners, but if its only to just... Spend most without eating I'd say under 50cals actually

What is your intake while fasting ? Should i do 0cals or should I allow under 500cals? #edtwt #edrtwt

@springflingana I'm currently at my lw and hopefully I keep losing, but I'm scared the doctor will try to interfere... ╥﹏╥ bmi 15.5

day 1 of trying to revive my account what is the lowest weight you’ve been and how long did you maintain that?

@sahaoLaow ☹️☹️I rlly hope that's true, thank you <3

@Prtyndecaying It’s just body dysmorphia, i promise you do

I refuse to believe I am currently bmi15.5 when I BARELY look underweight I'm gonna slit my throat

@Str4b3rryM1lk15 @AliceAdbel WE ARE LITERALLY THE SAME HEIGHT????????? 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

@AliceAdbel @Prtyndecaying 5'5 !

This was a long time ago but this is my arm at bmi 16 #edtwt #bodycheck

@St4rving_b0y Wouldn't say less hurtful but less lethal

Does stabbing obese person less hurtful than stabbing normal weight person in the guts

@42kgxo I haven't yet tasted it properly but it definitely tastes bad 🥹 however, maybe that's a good thing?? If its disgusting it might suppress ur appetite.. Even more..?

i wanna drink black coffee but it tastes so bad, but everyone always recommends it