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@notastronology 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 CARE TO TRY?

@Prtyndecaying YES THAT THAT

hey so ik it’s not recommended but PLEASE I NEED A TOXIC ANA COACH #edrtwt #edtwtㅤ #ricecaketwt #anatwt

@seaofd0ubts Aw (∩´͈ ᴖ `͈∩ ྀི) thank you so much Maru ♡♡♡

@Prtyndecaying its ok we all have our ups and downs,, ur not morbidly obese and even if u binged daily it would take u a lot to get there,,, i hope u feel better soon and reminder that it takes much more than we think yo actually gain fat ૮₍ɵ̷﹏ɵ̷̥̥᷅₎ა dont b too harsh on urself ame

I need to stop eating I need to die why am I such a fucking mess I'm gonna gain weight I'm gonna gain weight I already feel morbidly obese I cannot stop losing control I'm gonna fucking kill myself

who else feel disgusted when you feel too warm ? :( idk it just makes me feel like i’m eating too much

I think I'm binging so much because I struggle to find meaning in anything since I'm going to a doctors check in. If they try to make me gain weight anyway, why even bother? It's so fucking over

you skip one day of ur daily walks and you never do it again for abt six months

@seaofd0ubts @gesshokuuu Maru you're so smart for that omg

@gesshokuuu ur in ur gym fitness girl era and want to track macros 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 or mayb its a science/pe project and u have to track what u consume daily,,,👀👀

when i was making my soup yesterday my mom randomly asked me why i always weigh my food and i had NO idea what excuse to make up

praying its just the body dysmorphia and im not actually this fat,,

@seaofd0ubts WHAT WHY (╥ ᴗ ╥)???

I GOT LIMITED <///3 fuvk u twt moderation

how June is going

body check yo why is my ribcage so huge I don’t like it ( •̀⤙•́ ) also pls give bmi guesses

When people say this omg it makes me feel so valid, ykwim, it's like a compliment for me 🫠

@seaofd0ubts I BET YOU LOOK PRETTY MUCH LIKE THAT it's just the lighting doing gods work ᜊ( ' ⩊ '𖦹)ᜊ I'M FLATTERED THO TY POOKIE SO MOTIVATING

@Prtyndecaying I NEED TO LOOK LIKE THIS RN

BC !!! these photos look so good oml

@yellowcheery @sweetteadotcom Omg im so sorry ꒰ ᐢ ◞‸◟ᐢ꒱ even with oversize winter clothes I can't escape her words

@Prtyndecaying @sweetteadotcom my mom does the same thing, i started wearing oversized clothes around her :(

shaming people with disordered eating is so strange.

non disordered people seeing ed's as a moral failure is the actual bane of my existence i hate you all

When my mother confronted me about my ED she immediately jumped into the conclusion i wanted to be sickly skinny because of Asian culture online influence I don't think she understands it's not as simple as that

chocolate 🤤🤤 pastries 🤤🤤 sugar 🤤🤤 milkshake 🤤🤤 fries 🤤🤤 food 🤤🤤 ... calories 💔☹️😭😡😰😱😣

when i realize i dont have to finish all the food on my plate and i can stop whenever i want

i wanna be closer moots with ppl so bad but i never know what to say in da replies to have good convo.. like hay hows da weather 😍 so who in bnd would kiss on da lips for fun….