Zortexx
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Even though I had mostly stopped playing four years ago, this year I decided it was time to shake things up a little and play some cs again. Life felt boring and repetitive, so I spent the first half of the year playing with the guys from Cyber Empire. I’m genuinely grateful to them for giving me the chance to remember the feeling of small, but meaningful victories again, how was it to compete and fulfill my soul with them.
The first season went quite well, but looking ahead, I realized I simply couldn’t keep going. Life moves on, and being a 25 y.o. man, I just simply no longer wanted to spend my time at a computer, even playing games. Over the past couple of months, that feeling became especially strong, I was really feeling like life was quietly passing me by while I was sitting at PC at work and after work, I was doomed as fuck.
Leaving the team wasn’t easy, especially knowing that things were becoming more serious and that an organization was forming. Also it was quite a feeling that again same shit as 4-5 years ago, motivation issues, but now it felt different - I've lost my "thread" with the game and simply competing wasn't so interesting anymore. One thing became clear that it was time to start thinking honestly and seriously about my life and to let go of the past. And I finally understood that it was time to live the life, not running from it.
Special shoutout to @hexoq888 an amazing guy. I couldn’t have asked for a better teammate for these seven months. This guy still has a lot to learn, I've met a lot of talented people and can say 100% that he is not one of those guys, but he is working hard and hopefully he won't miss the opportunity that is given to him, like I've lost it many years ago. With him it honestly felt like a good ending to my not so successful, but still meaningful CS journey from 2015–2021 and 2024–2025. And all other people that were with me all the path along.
My comeback won't happen and it is not needed.
I would like to wish for yall in 2026 - don’t be afraid to try new things, make mistakes, and make hard decisions. Don’t postpone your dreams and goals for years, keep moving, keep trying, and don’t give up. You’re stronger than you think.
я не хочу опускать руки.🫶🫰
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Also this is funny to me, but i’ll make a proper post with proof afterwards 😆. @FACEIT @FACEITSupport should be doing a better job at investigating cases, just because i played a couple or games from the same PC my friend plays from - doesn’t mean it’s my account.
Pleb0rs@Pleb0rs
Wtf is this 🤣 @FACEIT @FACEITSupport
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Another sunday, another W in @esportavirsliga . Today we close @hypewrld_gg 13-5 and move one step closer to LAN finals😎
Watch @HvNcgk in action⬇️
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