ben 🪾

intro 🌲 5’5 he/him hw: 136 lbs / 62kg lw: 108 lbs / 49kg ugw: 99 lbs / 45kg gw: 112 lbs / 51kg by July 20th not new to #edtwt, relapsed in december, will follow back if you’re 18+

𖥔  ،،̲     food poll but it’s all my recent binges ⌁. ࣪˖   (mainly mexican food) interactive poll of edtwt ♡ / ↻ appreciated 𓂃 #edtwt #edrtwt, poll, interactive thread, distraction

m so hungry the right looks like it tastes sooooo fucking good

@Lolasxstcy did u take a bite

@calwhoric @cherrypepsixo the one and only time i had i it i don’t even really remember what i got but i remember the bread is so crazily good if you ever go get the bread

@getthinthen @cherrypepsixo IM JEALOSU

#ukedtwt whats the thing u wanna try most from america?? mine is defo cheesecake factory idgaf ab the cals it looks so banging

@viiolet222 ofc

@getthinthen moots?

intro 🌲 5’5 he/him hw: 136 lbs / 62kg lw: 108 lbs / 49kg ugw: 99 lbs / 45kg gw: 112 lbs / 51kg by July 20th not new to #edtwt, relapsed in december, will follow back if you’re 18+

@calwhoric @cherrypepsixo it’s soooo good

@cherrypepsixo raising canes all the way

yes bananas are not necessarily low cal in terms of fruits but they are worth every calorie. they taste out of this world and you can put them in anything sweet and it tastes amazing. thank god bananas exist

@mattysnowpuff that looks crazy fucking delicious

i just found this on my old instagram oh my god give me that

i’m too fat for sex i look like a shapeless blob on top of my girlfriend it’s so disgusting

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why was i not born cisgender i need to k*** myself

how long to lose 30 lbs guys ☹️

tw bc can u tell i have a rib deformity lmao

It sucks so bad when you have a partner that you KNOW doesn’t care about how you look but you can’t help but feel they would like you better if you were skinnier

@kvnijang toxic proana 1000%

#edrtwt gun to your head would you rather be with a proana EXTREMELY toxic partner or be with a partner who tries to make you gain when youre trying to lose weight because they "prefer you thick"

how do you ground yourself in the moment and stop yourself from buying food/snacks?

i have to treat my body better, not to attract a lover or an audience, but because my body is a conduit for the entire life experience. this body is a container for all possible consciousness. it is my job to live a life that this enhanced vessel can sustain with ease and joy .

i think i’ll be fat forever