jay ☆

shtwt any aftercare for burns that i should know about?

im too big to be saying the end goal of my ed is death bru

i feel so sick and faint and warm what is happening to me

@_brwuisedd proud northerner here🤓👆

why is every British shedtwt person down south ꃋᴖꃋ why cant u guys be up north we cant be that bad..

someone ik irl but am not friends with posted on insta and she’s genuinely so tiny :( she looks bmi 13-14 and im so worried about her

only real ones use kay’s cooking as grosspo

it’s not fair that some people can be skinny without even trying and i have to starve and exercise and count every single calorie to just be average

i distinctly remember being in highschool and a woman came in to teach us about healthy eating and she told us how many times we’d have to walk up and down the stairs to burn off one slice of pizza

sure i’ll let them prescribe me with whatever but i’m not taking it im saving it up just incase

why is spoons food so high cal

@mangorizaulait i’m so glad you’re ok i was thinking of you last might, that’s terrifying please get all the rest you need and i hope you feel better soon jay twin :(

GUYS I’M ALIVE i frs almost died last night… thank you so much for inquiring and caring i was truly not expecting that :,) i truly love you all <3

im starting a album of these

me when i was bmi 16 telling my obese dietitian i wasn’t willing to try what she was suggesting bc it would “make me fat, and that is my biggest fear rn”

why is physical hunger wayyy easier to push through than mental hunger

@mangorizaulait i really really hope you’re doing ok now jay :( that’s so horrible and i’m really sorry you’re experiencing this

if this doesnt make sense it’s becausr ly vision is completely nlurry i cant amsee anything and my chest really hurts

ellen west by frank bidart is such a beautiful poem about what it’s like to live with an eating disorder

harm reduction ≠ recovery semi-recovery ≠ recovery upping intake ≠ recovery maintaining weight ≠ decreasing exercise ≠ recovery gaining weight ≠ recovery losing weight ≠ recovery reducing intake ≠ recovery stop making people feel invalid for saving their life

helloooo why can’t i change my dn