Ethan

⋆˚࿔ Ethan’s #edtwt intro .ᐟ new to edtwt 𖤝 21 | he/him | student | pro-recovery 𖤝 cw: 50.9 kg | gw: 40 kg ♡/⟳ to be mutuals

@zerocalcookies I THOUGHT THE SAME THING AB THE TEXTURE 😭 felt like I was eating gleep&gloop

@zeromspark YES the texture was kind of weird i needed to drink something with it but it was soo good fr, i needed to stock up on them before i go back to canada 😋😋

wiat semi recov day 15 1061c 112cb 106pr 29ft i only trust myself to keep down half a piece of cheesecake lol. but i still enjoyed it

@zerocalcookies So proud of u Vivi^_^ also ur food always looks so good wth

I am now bmi 18

@iluveggz Ahh thank you!!! You like Hannibal too yay!! Will is so dear to me

@zeromspark Lovee ur current pfp too btw i heart will

been eating sf ice cream for snack lately

@iluveggz Which version do u like more? I’m guessing the og cuz its ur pfp hehe

@zeromspark YES trigun is my favorite anime!! :D

WIEIAD :-] should I have dessert👀

@hauteworldz @Venus_of_edtwt I thought that claim was debunked?

@Venus_of_edtwt babe they got sued because calories were actually closer to 350…

David Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Protein Bar Review A 🧵 for #edrtwt

@honso0l HELLO!!!

oomfies pls interact if u see this cuz i always end up w zero reach after being ia for a while.. im so sorry ily guys n ill do my best to not keep disappearing like this when i fall into a depressive episode

Weighing yourself after a binge and seeing u still lost

@my_sweet_space I love this song! Have a good day non oomf

good morning :3 gonna clean my apartment today!!

Can you watch my raspberry cheesecake black cocoa brownies for a second

@maarmelee Be gentle with yourself, I’m so sorry you’re going through this:(. Your struggle is more than valid and ED’s are not about weight. You are just as disordered and need just as much care and support, you’re just as deserving of happiness and fuel as everyone else ❤️‍🩹

I feel so unworthy of being here because all I've done since April is gain weight I'm stuck in a cycle where I'm so depressed that I don't want to do anything at all, but I always have chores that I have to do and that makes sad. I always end up opening that fucking fridge

@daydreaminvirgo I know La Michoacana when I see it 🙂‍↕️

i love being mexican

@a_vanishing_act Thank you so much:”)! I think it took me like 3 hours!!

@zeromspark omg it's so cute 🥺 how long did this take you?

My LPS cake before & after Oreo topping^_^

Day 1 fast going great being on here makes me so hungry you guys cook beautiful foods and desserts 😭!! Gonna bake for my family then go to bed goodnight every1!!

@ang3ld0wn07 Ahhh tysm, i never binge this was my first after years of restrictive eating so it just took me so off guard and feel so conflicted !!

@zeromspark it’s gonna be okay ethan! it’s just your body’s way of telling you that you need more food, so try not to punish yourself too much emotionally because it is not your fault 💓💓 i hope you feel better soon, you will be okay :))

How do I cope with the fact that I just had an insane binge I feel pathetic and disgusting what do you do after it ? I’m just drying a shitload of water to flush out as much sodium as possible but emotionally ??

@ang3ld0wn07 Yes 30 min sounds like a good amount of time:') also organize your step sessions after meals so you have as much energy as possible, if youre walking before meals that also might be why you're shaking, stay safe millie!!

@zeromspark thank you so much ethan! i did about 50 minutes so maybe i should only do 30 mins or something instead, but tysm!!! i had some electrolytes after

first time doing proper cardio in a while and i feel so weakly and shaky :( i did it at 12pm and its 10pm now.. why do i still feel so bad?? 😭😭 im scared