Look at me, I smoke cigars and play vinyl records. I’m so unique not like 1,000,000 other hipster glasses wearing d-bags. Also, you live in Stepford Wives hell and you still think you’re one of a kind.
She’s a beautiful girl. Full of love and laughter, creativity and joy. She’s truly is the best of us. I can hear her singing in a different room and the only contribution I have is silent tears and overwhelming grief.
My daughter is in counseling and today she told the counselor she has thoughts of self-harm and sometimes feels like the world would be better off without her. She even has a vague plan.
I’m so sad and scared.
Mother’s Day is another one of those holidays that hit different when you’re single and you spent so much time not single…
Happy Mother’s Day
It’s hard to watch another man live your life.
I read these tweets and recognize my bitterness and I should probably suck it up and move on…after all, everyone else has. Nah, I’m choosing the pettiness, the unforgivable, the hatred I feel that. I hope you read these and know that you’re firmly planted in my crosshairs.
Why am I the one who has to display kindness at all times? Why do I keep putting myself through this? How can you watch the same thing I’m watching and not recognize your own contributions to the downfall of my life? This is why I find solace in alcohol.
Let me tell you how messed up my life is. I bought my children tickets to a musical that we’re all fans of. My ex wife said “I would have loved to go and see their faces, but I understand you want to take them”. Somehow I got her a ticket to sit with us.
I swear anxiety is always there. The feeling you get in your stomach when you’re waiting for something bad to happen…it just never goes away. You can numb it or let it eat you alive, there’s no in between.