Venom Punk

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A few people have asked me why I previously stopped streaming back in 2020.. My ex, my family and my 'friends' were extremely unsupportive and I was told I was childish for trying to become a streamer because it's for kids' My ex used to go out of his way to make alot of noise and cause arguments while I streamed so that's I would end the live. He also streamed and off stream he would scream and shout at me because he was sat on 100 followers and avg 1-3 while I was growing both my own brand and the Stream team/esports team I was running at the time and grew to around 500 followers and was avg around 10 (which was good on twitch tbf) I spent alot of time networking and hanging with people in streams while he did nothing but hit GO LIVE. I was called all the names under the sun and constantly accused of cheating with my team mates. He'd tell me no one actually liked me but they came because I had big tits and wanted to get in my underwear (I didn't even use a cam back then). And when I hit affiliate and got my first pay out he told me I 'owed him' that money for having to put up with me. It made me severely anxious and I stopped streaming and pushed away everyone from that era. We soon split up when I found out he'[d cheated on me, not once, but 3 times but that still didn't erase the damage done to me mentally. It started to make me believe it, I got very suspicious of people and i've worked so hard to get away from that mindset. If I seem blunt or uninterested then I apologise, I'm just trying to sus you out. However, when I met my current partner in June 2021 and he's been so supportive of my dream and helping me get a good set up and supporting me during my streams 🩵 He gives me help or space when I stream when I need it, he's incredibly understanding when I'm sat chatting and hanging out in streams and he's always so proud when I accomplish something new. Sometimes you need a fresh start and new circumstances to feel like you can pick yourself up and try again. Don't give up. Pick yourself up and strive for everything you want in life 🩵