Alya Snow

I’m really addicted to playing White Fox Fuck

i cant go on tiktok, i cant go on instagram, i cant open my camera roll, i cant go on youtube, i cant listen to music, i cant look around in my apartment because heeseung is everywhere and i cant look at him without bawling my eyes out. fuck my life.

cried myself to sleep hoping everything would feel better when i woke up, but it didn’t. i just woke up to the same reality… and started crying all over again. the moment i opened my eyes, everything came rushing back like it never left. it still feels unreal, like a nightmare i can’t wake up from. my chest feels so heavy, and my mind keeps replaying everything over and over. i wish i could go back to yesterday, when everything was still normal… when my sevEN was still complete. i don’t know how i’m supposed to get used to something that hurts this much.

HEESEUNG WEVERSE UPDATE [ROUGH TRANS] "Hello, this is Heeseung. First of all, I think many ENGENEs must have been very surprised to hear this news, and many of you may be curious since it came so suddenly. So I wanted to personally share these words with you. The six years I’ve spent have been filled with moments that were overwhelming and precious beyond words. Because of the members who shared countless emotions with me, and because of ENGENEs who always filled every empty space, I was able to take step by step toward a dream that once felt impossible to reach. Those times will be one of the shining moments in my life that I will never forget. I will never forget those moments, and I want to continue being someone who supports ENHYPEN more than anyone else. While sharing the results of the work I’ve been doing with the company, we spent a long time discussing with many people about the best way to show it. After thinking about it for a long time, I made a big decision to approach ENGENEs in a better way, following the direction suggested by the company. As you all know, I’ve continued working on my personal projects and spent a lot of time hoping that I would be able to show them to ENGENEs. There was so much I wanted to show you, but I also didn’t want to put my own ambitions first within the team. I know well about your worries and the many things being said. I will work hard to prepare so that I can meet you again soon. My desire to come back and greet you with a better side is more sincere than anyone’s. Since you have always given endless love and affection to someone as lacking as me, I feel very sorry knowing that you must be shocked and worried. I believe those feelings come from how much you care about me and pay attention to me. I will continue moving forward while keeping in my heart the great love that ENGENEs have given me all this time. ENGENE! Thank you, I love you"

for 2B kiriko ( i never thought i would play this game)