addy 🥀

I’m doing okay. My mental/physical health just hasn’t been great so I kind of just disappeared without any real reason after posting my piece for the mixtape and am just trying to exist the best I can and survive. Which I think I’m doing well considering.

I find it really ironic that the nurse said that she loved my tattoo today and my doctor diagnosed me with severe depression and anxiety, where I mentioned my previous history with self harm but not really acting on it now. It helped calm my anxiety about today down a bit 🖤

@AngstNoComfort that is amazing! i hope that you are proud of yourself of such an amazing accomplishment 🖤

Only 1 month until I hit the big one🥹

@TheMaeruh I’m happy that you saw them! I’ve been a bit off and on already so haven’t been on my ao3 to check today or to read some more and I fell asleep pretty quick last night.

@pipedreamaddy THANK YOU DEAAAR I SAW YOUR COMMENTS YOU'RE SO LOVELY ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

February 12 you need to read my fics and leave kudos and nice comments because is my birthday okay And yall have to be nice

@seasy_33 @aftgmixtape i’m so happy that you enjoyed reading your gift!! 🖤

@pipedreamaddy @aftgmixtape so excited to read the last chapter!! thank you for sharing 😊🧡🧡

fic gift for @seasy_33 for @aftgmixtape 🖤 » can we try to feel okay again? » based on ok by wallows » andreil | 11k words | m » amnesia & breakup/makeup » archiveofourown.org/works/79147566

My last #all4thebingo card update. I did way more fics than I had anticipated doing (my goal was to just get one bingo originally), but I had so much fun 🖤

I’m so late but realized I never made an actual proper thread for my #all4thebingo fics I’m going to be doing 😅 Anyways here is the thread that I’ll be using for those fics 🥰

Sick Andrew being taken care of by Neil (I love hurt and sick fics so much 💗) My last fic for #all4thebingo Andrew Minyard/Neil Josten | 1,085 words 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/78446461

Kevin leaving the Nest (Jean) 🥲 Prompt: Pre-canon Kevin Day | 1, 075 words 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/74062256

I know timelines are full of reactions right now. For anyone looking to move past performative debate and get informed or engaged, I’m sharing a thread of resources about what’s happened and how people are organizing.

I forgot that yesterday marked 4 years of me being clean from self harm, which I mostly celebrated by watching Heated Rivalry, baking, and reading Andreil fics 🖤

I’m also very slowly reading all of the books and finished watching the episodes today 🖤

I find it funny that the thing that convinced me to watch and read Heated Rivalry was not people talking about it, but that I saw an edit of episode 5 to History Maker from Yuri On Ice and immediately began to consume as much of it that I could 😭

@AngstNoComfort I’ll send it you the link.

@pipedreamaddy How do you do the Ao3 wrapped?

This number was higher than I thought it would be considering I was finishing up my two master’s degrees at the time 😅 But this tracks considering what I like to read 🥰

@AngstNoComfort I love reading your works. I didn’t realize how many I read until I realized I basically read all your works except maybe 20 of them or so?

@pipedreamaddy Waaaaay I made it🎉

@AngstNoComfort happy birthday!! hope that you have a wonderful birthday 🖤

IT’S MY BALLOON DAY🎉

A little hurt/comfort for #all4thebingo because I love angst 🥰 Prompt: Hurt/Comfort Andrew Minyard/Neil Josten | 2.7K words | M 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/73971036

@TheMaeruh Thank you! Hopefully it works out in the end 🥲

@pipedreamaddy I'm so sorry Addy :( I know u been waiting for the cirugia, hope you win over ur insuranse :(