syd✨🖤

OH i posted a new fic today :)) part 1 of 5 (i think lol), rated M 💕 wingssssss !! also might be my favorite thing i've written to date archiveofourown.org/works/71104536…

six months no posting fic...... what is even my purpose on this earth

Hey guys dont tell my art club that im cheating on the sketchbook challenge bc I miss drawing andreil pls

Healing is not linear for everyone except for me. My healing is supposed to continuously develop in a positive direction and when I fall short of that it is a sign that I am a monster who cannot be saved

i don’t know why some people are obsessed with fictional characters doing only Good and Moral things. i like them broken and twisty, it’s more fun 🙂‍↕️

#aftg andreww

guys what if instead of working on any wips (or packing for my move) i instead start rewriting my rewrite of the kings men from andrew's pov :) (i'm already doing it, i've updated the first and second chapters and am having so much fun)

me: if you're stuck on a scene, the problem is likely further back than you think me after i get stuck on a scene for two days and realise the problem is further back than i thought:

Mind you this is Andrew pretending to be Aaron. imagine news of ur codependency reaches the hoes & u gotta stew in silence smh

It’s finally here! For Neil’s 39th birthday, we present Confidential: The Neil Josten Experience, aka… the binder! You can find the zine (for free) on Gumroad. Over 60 creators poured their love into this project, and it's now yours to use as your heart desires. Please enjoy ⬇️

AO3 is not social media, it's a library. Fanfic is not content, it's a hobby. Fic writers are not published authors who should stay out of fan spaces. They ARE fans. Fic readers are not clients or customers, they're fellow fans. The sooner people realise all that, the better.

@seesawseisei i did not know that!! that makes it even better 🥺

@seasy_33 Also!! In SC it is illegal to tattoo above the neck, which means wymack had to drive him out of state to get it! (I’m a SC native)

thinking about how wymack drove kevin to get his tattoo modified.... late at night just before the big game.... from someone he trusted... THAT'S the scene i want from the kevin books

thinking about her……

editing is so disheartening bc even tho for the past week i’ve rewritten multiple scenes multiple times the overall word count hasn’t changed & in the end i’m no further along in the plot either… where’s my instant gratification of seeing the little number go up :(

i mean sure, i could “finish my fic.” but i could also get really close to the end, become consumed by an idea for ANOTHER fic, and drop the one that i’m writing entirely to focus on the new one 🥰

@hitchups hehe ☺️🧡

@seasy_33 all 4 me 💕

trying so hard to be good and finish the fic completely before doing anything but REALLY eyeing the 30k word count like.... that's a lot of words just sitting there.... it would be a shame if someone were to post them....

and probably crush all remaining motivation to work on said fic, which is why i'm being a Morally Correct person for once and continuing to write into the void.... but i COULD

Trans Neil is canon to me actually (also this interaction could go either way so both options) #andreil

neil josten in tkm ignoring the foreboding countdown text messages he’s been receiving from an unknown number: