Sakura

“Every time I see you smile my heart is slowly breaking, because I know you’re dreaming of someone else.” 🌸Lit/det 🌸18+ 🌸Unhinged girlboss 🌸#FateRP #FSNRP #FGORP #NSFWRP #MVRP #OCRP

Only old people say that. Being young is the best. No taxes, no job, other people providing your food, regular breaks and vacations during school year, months off in summer. Just take my years away so I can be young again.

I-I'm sorry that I am such a cruel and horrible person. Do you think you could fix me?

I've always thought fat guys are cute too. They have masculine frames, like large doorways. But I wish fat bitches would die in a grease fire that occurred because their diabetic asses couldn't stop themselves from reaching into the fryer for the first bite of a glazed donut. Fat women are so disgusting to me. I had a patient this week who lived in a shed. And she would not bathe. She stunk. I thought that this woman was an embarrassment to the human species. If it easier for you to take a shower with a hose than being able to fit into a shower, you should die. You are no longer a human being. You're half a fucking elephant. You are a detriment to the human species. And those fat bitches. Those fat bitches. They LOVE to say it's their genetics. They should do all of us a favor and take their genetics out of the gene pool by killing themselves. They probably couldn't hang themselves without taking down the whole roof or a tree with them though. They smell. Their faces are ugly. I love watching them cry. A more merciful woman would suggest we use Ozempic and other GLP-1 medications to force their weight off. But I fundamentally disagree. Fat women are an eyesore as long as they pollute the world with their sugar infused deep breathing. They must be herded and culled like the filthy, greasy, hideous subhumans they are. There are some of these fat bitches that have the audacity to think they can have attitude WHILE being obese. Girl, pick a struggle! Santa is fat AND jolly, not fat and mean. You can't have it both ways. Fat men are cuties though.

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Her knees ached against the floor. Sakura had his cock halfway down her throat before she'd even settled her weight. Spit had already gathered thick along her lower lip, a strand of it connecting her mouth to the head when she pulled back to breathe. “Hnnngghhh” The moan came out wet, muffled against the underside of his shaft where she pressed her open mouth, dragging her tongue flat from root to tip. Sakura worked her tongue like a windshield wiper, reaching even the hardest to reach spots with her intimate wash. The tang of salt and precum was as ambrosia to a whore on her knees, a meal fit for gods. She sucked the head back into her whore throat. SSCCHHHLLIICCKK the lewd sound that prefaced the hollowing of her cheeks, her face convaced in such a way it seemed unnatural. It befitted the deep suction generated by the depths of her throat. Low and guttural as if from the bowels of infinity. Sakura bobbed forward until her nose pressed deep against the crotch. Constrained by mortal anatomy the bitch had no choice but to pull back. A rope of saliva stretched and broke across the fat tits of her chest. Unfinished with her meal the bitch took to using her hands. Elegant fingers curved against the lewd instrument. “Do…do you like how my throat feels?” She tapped the head against her extended tongue twice before swallowing deeper. Sakura’s eyes watered and she blinked the blur away, desperate to her eyes on the cock. Her throat constricted. “GLLUCCRRRKK! GLUUGGH! GLLURRGHH!” The cacophonous throttling of her that was of such low vibration even her chest could feel it. Sakura found a wild rhythm. Her head moved in graceless strokes, her lips stretched and left his meat looking gossamer. The sounds pouring from her mouth were animal and vicious: “SCCLLURRPP! SCCHLUUCKK! GLLUURRKKGHHH” a wet percussion scored by a bitch in heat. Each time the tip hit the back of her throat the bitch tried to go further, force-feeding inches with such vigor it was like she was trying to bust through her goddamn windpipes. Drool spilled freely from her maw, pooling in the hollow of her collarbone, spilling unto her blouse. Once again the bitch succumbed to her mortal instrument’s need and arose for air. Her mouth released with a simple “Haaannnhhhhh…” and rested his cock against her cheek. Her lips were swollen and raw, and still she continued to smother the length in her kisses. “You taste SO good” she smiled. Giving no quarter to the cock her tongue slung itself onto the slit once more. She traced its length and lapped at the pearl of fluid at his tip. Sakura opened her filthy mouth wide and allowed her tongue to hang slack---a red carpet for his dick. The filthy bitched used both of her hands to guide him back into the tomb of her throat. This would be a long night.

I spent all day bullying and yelling at men, now I'm going to spend the rest of the day writing out blowjobs on the TL.

Guys always slide in my DMs looking for sex. Why can't slide in my DMs looking to help me decapitate innocents? That's why I like FATE. Real men, HEROIC spirits like Gille de Rais, knew how to arouse women. I really enjoyed how he killed that little boy.

I am an exceptional manipulator. It's not really manipulation to me. It's like instinct to act in my own interests. I deceive so many people that it comes naturally to me. In the medical we are taught to use therapeutic communication. It isn't just language, it is action too. It is every way you can communicate with your patient to build trust. I don't buy things for my patients because I like them. I buy things for them so they become compliant. Bringing them chips or a warm blanket, being attentive to their wants and needs, making a show of them being a priority, are all small ways you can manipulate your patients. I apply similar techniques to men as well. If I could kill my patients without consequence, a good number of them would not survive. Does it frighten you someone in healthcare is saying that? I am vain. I am egotistical. I am also kind and compassionate. I am not sure what aspects of my personality offline or online are real. I'm sure I could be a sociopath. I'm not really bothered by death at all.

You don't have a pinned character. You don't start your sentences with capital letters and your whole page is dedicated to reposting whores without showing any writing or content of your own. How dare a low quality writer as yourself even think to approach me. Begone, mongrel.

Men are so fucking useless. I want to kill them all. I hate myself for being attracted to and loving dick. I mean, tee hee. I'm not feeling well today, senpai.

Would you like to publicly have sex as underage loli and shota, Curono? Is that more in line with your expectations? You can be brave and say sure in public for all your followers to see, or you can back down now.

Men, stop sliding in my DMs expecting easy lewd and nudes. I am not a run of the mill whore. If you're not able to use your penis to crush a fetus inside of me that I will miscarriage while squirting, you are not able to handle writing with me. Fuck off. And fuck you.

It is so annoying that men will always have ZERO issues being sexual, but the moment you try to learn about them it's too personal.

So you have...a job? $_$ We really should spend more time together.

Are you not entertained?

This will be a short one. It makes me feel bad, but I wanted you to get to know me. That includes even the worst parts of me. I've attached how much money I made flirting (sending nudes or just asking him for money) with just one guy.😭 And you know I got multiple. I am so ashamed. But I am actually going to send him money today. Despite how much money I seduce out of guys I have horrible spending habits and maxed out credit card...and student loans. >_> But he really helped me out this past week so I will be a good person and send some money back as thank you. I got paid today. I hope none of the guys I seduce on here see this. Don't tell anyone, ok?

Oooh, y'all got me writing and reminiscing about my youth all day, I have actual lab work to do for microbiology. 😭

My first pedophile encounter was not that bad. Even though I'm an online degen it made me realize that I can categorically say I'm an ok person. So this was a few months into the job. The patient was a pedophile that had cerebral palsy. He had priors for sexual assault of a minor and assault of a police officer. Hospitals can't really turn patients away unless it's really, really bad stuff the patient does while there. However, because he has priors none of the nursing homes want him. You think families want grandma dating the pedophile!? So he is basically stuck at the hospital (that we, the taxpayers, have to cover. Girl!) Now you know he had to be white. He was pretty old too like in his 60s. My manager told me if he did anything to make me uncomfortable I need to let them know. Girl, the hospital was TIRED of this man. His first night there he called the POLICE on his nurse. When patients call the police at the hospital it is a whole ass process and even the CEO has to get involved. And that nurse was my friend! He had cerebral palsy. Because of that there is an aspiration risk when he eats, that he could choke and die. So the doctors put in an order for 100% supervision for his meals. So every time he ate I would have to be with him. I cut up his food and everything. I am REQUIRED to be in the room with him. I CANNOT leave the room while he is eating. As an aside, girl, you know my patients love me. I do everything for them. I even spend my own money to buy them snacks if we don't carry it in our nutritional room. So anyways, all day, this man would say the most sexist and misogynistic things. Now you know I'm a bigger freak online so I can handle it. But he made this joke about women should talk with their lower lips and it totally went over my head till a few hours later. I'm not in pervert mode at work ok. When the food service staff brought his food at lunch he said some denigrating things about her. Because she had a tongue ring he was telling me how great a blowjob from her must have felt, and if I could find out who she was for him. And I just smile and nod and say I can't do that, while I'm cutting up his food and trying to feed him. But you know his disabled ass wants to be independent so he tries cutting his own portions. And he cuts these giant pieces that he almost chokes on. And that was lunch. I can see why it would make other people uncomfortable, but I enjoy rp getting my head crushed while my pussy squirts. I eat ass and get off to aborting fetuses. So you KNOW my threshold for being disturbed is quite high. But then dinner came. And that is when it got bad. Because I am so nice to all of my patients, they get really comfortable around me. And he got comfortable enough to tell me about how, when he was homeless, he stayed with a friend. And his friend's thirteen year old daughter was making moves on him. And he was referring to this little girl as a slut and a cunt. And he says she asked him if he wanted to see her titties. And they were sleeping in the same bed together cause of the bed situation in the house. Girl, I don't know. And the mom found out and got pissed and then the husband got pissed and wanted to kill him but they threw him out. Now my dilemma in all of this is----was this the case that he was arrested for? Or is this situation something that the police don't know about? Most healthcare professions are mandatory reporters. I am required to report things involving children. But because he is 100% supervision I cannot leave the room as he is telling me about all this. The way I moved when he finished eating! Girl, I was shaking leaving that room. I should have gone straight to my manager. But I was relatively new and shaking and confused about what had happened. I went to my friend, the nurse he called the police on, and she went straight to my manager. At that point it was already time for shift change so I didn't have to go back in the room. But my manager did, and I felt a little bad because when he heard someone knock on the door (we are required to knock before entering rooms) he called my name because he thought it was going to be me. Speaking personally, I was really glad that situation disturbed me. I'm a really fucked up person. So to know my morality hadn't deteriorated to a point I was indifferent was reassuring. I don't care about age in RP. I rp canon age all the time. I'll fuck a shota too. And when I was in my 20s high school boys would slide in my dms and lie about their age to my face. A few of them got me too girl. High school boys are built different these days! They didn't look like that when I was young. Damn. But yes, there is a line between fiction and reality. And I am glad to say I do not let it blur.

Though I came to the US as an immigrant, I was quite young so assimilation was easy. By the time I was in middle school I had entered my full on retarded white girl phase. I would steal shampoo, conditioner, febreeze and perfumes from our bathroom and mix them all up into "potions" in my bedroom and store the concoctions in old shampoo bottles. I'd also light candles at night for witchcraft and recite spells I found on google websites. I actually found one of those bottles a few years later. It was actually crazy because my parents had divorced. And I need to explain to you all how insane my parents divorce was. It's quite foundational to my insanity. Even today in Asian cultures, and probably other cultures, it is normal for husbands to beat their wives. I'm sure the situation is better now but this was back in the day y'all, it was still the 1900s ok. Anyways yeah my dad would beat my mom all the time. She had to get one of her eye sockets surgically repaired. It's why getting beat up by men turns me on so much. Of course, a man has never laid his hands on me yet. But...goals, right? But anyways, the divorce. My dad was so petty and bitter over the divorce he bought the house ACROSS the street from my mom's. It's more diagonal than directly across. And I would go to my dad's house since he worked at night. So I had no curfew and no supervision. I was blasting porn and music and gooning before gooning was a word people used. And since I was lighting candles and shit you know I almost set the house on fire a few times. There was one time he went to visit relatives in Canada and I was home alone for a week. I was watching Howl's Moving Castle and making experimental chicken in the oven with fruits and shit. Oh my childhood was nuts. I was gooning since the 7th grade at his house y'all. Y'all have no right to judge me. Middle school was crazy for everyone.

-Hugs- Hey bestie, what's up

I'm not going to say I was in a relationship with this guy, because it was as serious as you can take a relationship that starts from middle school crush to high school. It was 2011. I was emerging from my nerd persona into a popular smart girl. But I was young and thought I was in love as young bimbos are wont to do. I sent him nude photos of myself. And let me tell you what he did. He threatened to tell my parents unless I bought him Riot Points for League of Legends. And it was $100 USD of it. Do you know how much $100 usd was to a high schooler with no job? 😭 Until that point I thought he was the coolest, cutest guy in the world. I'm not sure what effect that had on me psychologically but I know that it did. When I send nudes to guys today I -always- leave my face out so there can be some degree of deniability. It was an important but heartbreaking lesson for me.