Elijah 💮

621kcal breakfast

I felt lot of pain, woke up with tears and full covered in sweat... eh.. I had lot of stress in my real life and probably my mind converted it in my dream. Have a nice day, I wish you all to be happy

for the 1st time with really huge pain in my leg, it was horrible feeling. I don't like when I have leg cramp :[ then I drank some water and go back in my dreams . And the fat monster dissapeared. But I didn't had one of my leg, and for no reason I started to eat myself.

Good morning my souls how are you? did you sleep well? As usual for now I slept pretty tight but woke up 3 times+ had a nightmare where my fat was some sort of monster and it have been eating my body piece by piece. slowly, painfully. when it completely ate my leg I woke up↓

oh I just woke up cuz of leg cramp.. I have so much pain :[ it still hurts really well 😭

Day 11 mono 645 51.25kg -0.05kg

Day 10 657/750 half of the diet is over

my diet 29.06-22.07 SW: ?? (tomorrow will check it, yes after eating lot of icecream) GW: 47 UGW: 45

@NotAlic10410 caramel topping with semolina :)

Black🦇

@NotAlic10410 good luck

I'm dyeing my hair yay

@wastedpulse the best mono in my whole life it tastes exactly like the Napoleon cake

@Kayzerkim ABSOLUTELY scrumptious

645kcal mono omad

@NotAlic10410 agree

Every day is awful

how is he even gonna run bro paranoid ass bitch

hello ^^ how are you? did u sleep well? I slept for almost 6h today, kinda good result. Today I will buy some tea for having a better sleep. Usually I sleep really tight but for a few days i can't sleep normally:[ eh. Lack of sleep makes me dizzy and crazy. love y'all

i need to wake up in less than 5 hours, Agh.. but it is Friday

I want to die

my teen ages was the worst part of my life for sure. Didn't had irl friends(I tried to find them but only what I found that a few dudes who used me as a ,,toy,, don't want to talk about it. Probably because of it I hate being gay, girls won't hurt me like that.

probably not much of people understands that type of lonely and fear I have been living in. After I turned 15 my mother every single day yelled at me. She was drunk every single day after work and all she could do is just feel at me and tell me that other kids in my age