Elijah 💮

Whacha think about my intake?

@Zoalfcedancers I stopped to use laxatives cuz of that. Like I Dont have stomach anymore, even if I don't poop for a week so girl pls, stop using them. It will destroy your body inside

i’m just waiting for the moment in which my body decides to give up at this point

Already ate 1550kcal...

continue my BP

@girlwlotbaggage that's a ketchup with chinese hot oil

@Kayzerkim I dont think thats ketchup mate

the ketchup is so liquid 🫟

march2025 and may 2026 #degradation probably I have depression?

trying to stop my BP with153 kcal soup

something

starting again... fuck

friend, but I just can block you in any moment and be unstable and tell bad words I'm so sorry if I will ever do it. I deserve to die, I need to die, I need to stop die, just die die die die die Sorry, my thoughts are weird now. I feel dizzy. Just don't leave me alone :[

They did nothing wrong, One of them can see this post and I want to tell YOU that I really appreciate that you are talkihjt to me and tell all the kind words to me. But my mind doesn't like it. It weird. I have a lot of dopamine after chatting with you, I really love you as a fri

#shtwt ah I have so much pain inside right now. Mentally I exploded. hate my existing (Make-up, realistic gore, I'm an artist and created with clay and glue realistic makeup for Halloween)

... starting my BP (342 kcal

@wastedpulse I did. just editing the photos now :b

@Kayzerkim Time to mix corn starch in it

I need to go and receive my package:[ I need to be happy but it's so sunny outside

going to do a really bad thing, good luck. lot of blood will go out from my body. but I need it. (after purging feel weird)

@quixj1 it looks do good, ahhh pls gimmi this through the screen T-T

banana, nectarine, pear yogurt bowl + chocolate oat cookie