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tech enthusiasts are inventing colony drops from first principles

@paulg A lot of ppl comment about winter weather but imo kyiv in winter is colder than stockholm in winter. probably because of humidity or something.

@paulg Yep. It's great even in winter, because it's not very humid. Stockholm is great.

We're in Stockholm. You know how there are some places where you think "Nice place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live there"? Stockholm is the kind of place that makes you want to live there.

@ChristianityOn ever since I've read that post of yours I started re-examining things and ended up bringing back my desire to transition.

@datadriven_tdoc I think my desire to transition has gone away, but dysphoria has not fully gone away

But sometimes it does, if you want to read more

BECOME UNGOVERNABLE

есть такое. x.com/Liv_Agar/statu…

Вообще все три серии снова убедили меня, что евреи очень хорни.

Начал смотреть третий сезон Euphoria. Линия Нейта прикольная, потому что главный злодей там это NIMBY-хуйня. Явно кто-то читал книгу Эзры Кляйна.

@RuHavoc @shanggyangg В РФ, насколько понимаю, 90ые превратили в пугало.

@d34th0fTim3 @shanggyangg Часть людей в любом случае будет ныть по прошлому - это про любой режим актуально.

Franco → long conserve rule → youth alienated → regime ends → Spain turns turbowoke Orban → long conserve rule → youth alienated → regime ends → [Hungary turns turbowoke] Putin → long conserve rule → youth alienated → [regime ends → Russia turns turbowoke]

Бля, я помню неебический религиозный опыт словил, когда смотрел первый сезон Westworld, и там чёт про спутник было, и я такой ЕБАТЬ НАХУЙ отсылки на Филипа Дика пошли, и я потёк.

KAFIR😭

Вообще как человек, который употреблять никотин после той статьи на gwern, я хочу сказать одно: никотин реально помогает срать.

@MinModulation I didn’t know it’s something ppl consider to be gay until like a couple of months ago. It’s likely I do raptor hands because of joint hypermobility (I didn’t know about its existence until like a year ago and learned by being implicitly told i was autistic).

if a boy did these, do you think he'd be regarded as a fruit with limp wrists

Soviet cunny…

Comic book writers when asked about their approach to writing X-Men: Claremont: they work best as a soap opera. Everyone's possessed, psychic, secretly related or in love with eachother but they find their identity though those weird bonds. Hickman: what if jews were immortal..

Today I’ve realized that Liberal Crime Squad is a game about Zizians.

@bluzoan I mean weren’t they a regular trans person on HRT? But they did oral instead of injections/dermal, hence blood clots.

Just be trans dude all this wild psuedoscience mental gymnastics is repper talk. You're not agp you're just a trans person and repping causes all these weird desires and diversion of causality. If you were just a regular trans woman on HRT all these weird side effects would probably go away.

As some have predicted, trying to repress my AGP has not worked, even with the Catholicism. It has been a constant struggle. I'm tired of battling my own desires. I want to go back to integration and crossdressing. I don't know how to square this with my faith. But I don't care anymore. Repression doesn't work. It just led to endless binge/purge cycles. I gave repression my absolute best shot. But I cannot do it anymore. AGP is a core part of me. There's obviously the sexual kinky side, which I enjoy, but there's also the side of me that just genuinely enjoys more "feminine" interests like women's fashion, makeup, beauty, skincare, etc., and wants to openly incorporate these interests into my life and how I present myself, whereas as a "conservative Catholic detrans man" those forms of expression were not available to me. I have no interest in re-transitioning via a gender identity or adopting new pronouns again or anything like that. I am firm in my knowledge of being a man. Been there done that. Neverthless, I see a future where I am free to crossdress to my heart's content and embrace my sexuality. I simply love women's clothing and fashion too much. My whole life I've loved women's clothes. I don't know why. Can't explain it. But a future deprived of that seems bleak to me. I know some of my more GC oriented followers are going to bristle at the thought of me once again bringing my fetish "out of the bedroom." But I don't really care what GCs think anymore. My once hardline GC position has somewhat softened, especially insofar as it concerns AGPs expressing themselves publicly. I don't really care if it's considered "shameful" or "perverted" by some. Moreover, I still believe in common sense. Haven't changed my mind on sports, child transition, basic reality, etc. But I feel like I am reverting back to a more "liberal" position of letting people express themselves so long as other people's rights are being protected, even if there is a degree of "ick" from male sexuality. And I've come to realize 99% of the philosophical debate around "are trans women women" is verbal dispute, like almost all philosophical debate over the meaning of words. It obviously has real-world implications that are important, but the philosophical debate itself doesn't interest me anymore. Nor do I feel myself aligned with GCs against trans as this all-encompassing civilization-ending boogeyman that sucks up all my time and energy. I've grown tired of the whole GC debate. Some will say this is now just obviously self-serving. But, again, I have stopped caring about what GCs think. Last, I want to address the accusation that I am a flip-flopping, flighty, unstable zealot who goes from one extreme thing to the next looking for an emotional crutch. Yeah, pretty much, lol. I got called out accurately. Everyone who predicted Catholicism was a temporary crutch to cope with my gender feelings can now feel vindicated. However, I do want to say that my faith beliefs were genuine. It was all genuine. It really was a struggle. It really was a beautiful journey. And I still consider myself Catholic. I still believe in God. Obviously, I don't know how to square my newfound liberal convictions with conservative Catholicism. But I will square that circle later (somehow, maybe).