Gary Colt
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YouTuber Marques Brownlee says if he were YouTube CEO the first thing he would do is bring back the dislike button
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@sanriofan222 Do you fuck with 5’4 dudes with big penises? Nice tits!
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video game lover we should ewaewaewa with each otherrrr
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@DruillaKuma Im just more surprised no one is mentioning how big you are! Like woo mama thats hot! How big are you? 200-300?
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It’s so saddening to me, honestly this was a big step for me, I’ve never been comfortable with my body to the point I’m too scared to go outside and been seen, and I can’t function from crippling insecurity. I decided I’d show more of myself to try and get comfier with my chat (and myself, lol I honestly rlly wanted to get the confidence to do guitar hero cam streams bc in a god rhythm gamer) everyone so so kind to me and I wanna say thank you you helped build my confidence to the moon! I feel so loved! But… it hurts to feel that confidence instantly cracking!
I used to be a very big girl, and did a lot to become “small” and I honestly still feel very big and fat still and struggle with a lot of eating disorders and body issues. Vtubing to me is an image of my perfect self. Fully confident where flesh doesn’t matter to express who I really am and what I can give to the world! I’m me and who I want, more than I feel like me in my own skin, I worry and work very hard to match my model as crazy as it sound as it is my ideal self and even created my entire character as an representation of me. For people then to see me now an say such awful stuff about how I look and sound is so painful, I worked so hard to get here and away from self hatred and I would have been bullied if I looked how I did before being big but now I’m still just shit on when I thought I was at the point ppl might actually accept me. I just look like this! I’m sorry if hate me for that!
it’s fucking stupid I’ve been streaming for years and talk in a my discord all day everyday with my voice constantly. literal months straight of me speaking, you can hear my range, I sound like this if you even had a brain cell and even watched me before spewing hateful nonsense. Your insecure words you put onto me existing as an adult woman take real meaning and impact from extremely serious issues.
The only reason I can be a vtuber is because I can’t fit in anywhere else and don’t belong, I finally am a right fit for smth! so many ppl used to tell me irl I should be a voice actress or vtuber beforehand lol and it made me feel finally confident about smth of myself. You say all this yet no one would watch me for this post to be able to reach you if I didn’t sound like this. Normies need to gtfo of my niche if they are just here to spread hateslop.
Vtubers can’t win.
Druilla Kuma 吸血鬼くま 🍯💗🦇 EN VTUBER@DruillaKuma
IMMERSION BREAK ⚠️ feet n leggies cam in drucord we are getting silly! You don’t need to be shy with dru sir! 🔊 🙏🏻⬇️
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