Rowan⚡️

#edtwtᅠ intro v3 -- !! call me rowan !! : ̗̀➛ edblr veteran, looking for more moots ★ 25 | any prns | mixed blk | bi/nb🌈 ★ 5'5 | high sw/cw ★ audhd ★ I like weed and vodka sodas🫧 ★ pro recovery | anti fatphobia ★ 18+ only ♡/↻/or cmt to be moots!

@GoonmanHardon @dilfspruell @SERVE_LOOKS @megannn_lynne She lost weight by developing anorexia and suffers life long complications because of it. Yes anorexia should be villainized, losing weight because of it isn’t a perk, it’s a death game. Obviously weight in accordance with health is the goal, don’t be weird.

@dilfspruell @SERVE_LOOKS @megannn_lynne She's also recovering from obesity, sorry I'm not villainizing her weight loss.

when i was 260 pounds, people treated me like a dog. when i was 200 pounds, people treated me like a dog who did a cool trick & deserved treats contingent on more cool tricks. when i was 120 pounds, people treated me like a person! then i hit 90 pounds & everyone was like Omg Why

@hallucirexic This is rlly cool….

im making a photocard vending machine & this is what I got so far !! still pretty finicky but its only the front plate and a single rudimentary mechanism inside. i like making my trash useful. better than it going to a landfill and cheaper than buying brand new supplies :)

some of you friends that you think are "copying" you when you tell them you have an ed do in fact have an ed too and feel like they can tell you about it. eating disorders are not rare and you can (you do) live with people who have one even if you don’t know it

If you’re scrolling, PLEASE leave a dot . it's just a dot . gofund.me/db117389

bad news for chocolate chip cookies: i woke up today

every sip of my ginger ale is makin me nauseous like I’m gonna barf again what kind of hell is this

@sunblessedb0nes I have GOT to start building muscle again, you look good!!

not in recovery per se, but trying to be better

I’m only 46 hours into this fast idk why my body is trippin

I just threw up a bunch of bile and it tasted like my nasty ass meds

@shhfae I would if you regularly go to one and are worried about possible med interactions or have a heart condition, but it’s generally safe for most at the recommended doses as I understand it. I take zoloft/adderall n xan as needed and my primary care doc wasn’t concerned

@Leanfruit thank you so so much i am definitely going to look into this. is it better to talk to a doc about it or just get otc?

dude why is it so hard not to pick my skin

@wisteriadolls 25 🫡

age check please!!

@shhfae Just search up “nac for excoriation disorder” if you want to learn about it from actual reputable sources, it’s not a pseudoscience thing I promise lol

@shhfae Hey so I have pretty bad excoriation disorder and I was prescribed N-acetylcysteine (NAC), which is just an otc supplement. It helps a lot when I was taking it, I just don’t currently for budget reasons!

Cals from meals you won't be able to enjoy forever don't count. And by this I mean go eat at your favorite restaurant when you know its closing down. Eat your mom's home-cooked dinners. Eat the lunch your best friend made you. You'll regret saying no one day

@cafeopen247 Metab day! *eats 1200 calories*

what people on edtwt call a metab day is almost always them still eating under their BMR. won’t get metab day results w that one angels

finding out how normal this feeling is comforts me bc yes while I know I’m gonna have some loose skin this isn’t even that, I just feel like a trash bag being emptied and deflated lmfao

I hate how much softer and jiggly my body starts to feel when I lose weight but It’s supposed to be a good thing bc it means that I’m losing the visceral/intramuscular fat and my body is having to readjust + those fat cells are filling with water before they shrink bit by bit

I want to purge so bad my mouth is reflexively salivating no no no no GOD