Paperjamxnz
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@gcindisguise That video with them all blended together is fuckin wild. Curious what the official response will be
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theres no way the players they played against arent bots
the level of consistency on these kickoffs is not human
Hyderr@Hyderrrrrrr
If they don't get banned tomorrow, these guys are bots so good luck to everyone tomorrow.
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-- on losing today (19 tourney streak broken)
I am relieved. the hunger to do greater left me & i stagnated - less discipline & my head got big. i was losing the plot, even if it was unintentional - i prioritized other things like content over improvement ingame, and got less consistent gym, sleep & eating in.
im not saying ive devolved over the last couple months, but a large part of me has been questioning "why am i even competing - beyond the physical like money & pride?" and "why am I so different & negative on stream recently?"
ive had to tackle these questions for a while & after losing today and seeing the most negativity ive ever gotten since ive started as a creator, i understand again, i had just forgotten.
first off, ill say I don't care what anyone thinks or says about me, and its always been like that. I think if you did, losing & getting hate would destroy you as a player or creator. you have to let go of the strength you give to the opinions of others & their chaining effects on you.
but it opened my eyes to the fact that i still have thousands supporting me even through the loss, whether its just cus they enjoy my gameplay or actually stay because they like me. losing recently has made me feel relieved. it reminded me that im not this special "giga talented" player and its proof that through the right methods anyone can improve and succeed. Naturally, there was some cope, some mean things were said that i regret - im not perfect. I genuinely am happy for the win of floormen because I know some of them and how much work they put in to get this win.
i started because the game was fun and I love it. winning is cool, & being one of the greats is too. I think that'll naturally come with hard work & self reflection.
but the reason I compete is
to inspire & teach others to do better in game & out. to have them know that they can also become whatever they want to become, & that you are free from your past if you let yourself be. that you CAN change. the reason I even started streaming & trying to go pro is because I said to myself "but imagine if I could pull it off"
the winning is the culmination of all efforts put into one event.
so even if that doesnt happen, its alright. im not upset at this loss at all, & im glad i could actually take some time to reflect - but that doesn't mean I don't want to win. I had fun, I love playing with my team, and I love inspiring others to believe in themselves and be more positive. those are the reasons i play comp.
I can confidently say i've been reinvigorated. I will wake up tomorrow as a brand new person, not as the one who lost or felt sorry for himself yesterday, but as a new person not tied to his past. I know I couldve done so much more to win, but I won't let that affect me. And whether we win or not next time, im okay with it. just gonna do the best I can in the right way. Lets lock in, eat 3 meals, get good sleep and hit the gym.
more good vibes & healthier ego.
and to the new future person, if you're ever struggling to find your reason to keep going come back to this post.
or just listen to the right jcole songs
o7
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@BasicallyIDoWrk It hasn’t ended because Eiichiro Oda was simply having too much fun. It was planned to be far shorter but then Oda kept expanding on his ideas. There are multiple instances of Oda having a fun idea and him deciding to flesh it out gave us some of the best parts of the manga
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@gcindisguise I feel like Nass scored about 12 better goals than this at that event alone
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@kyuukrow LFG
I’d recommend One Pace for an experience more closely resembling the manga ❤️
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@launders Get this man an IV of Hooxi highlights this instant
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@GenericEdBoi @jeblonskii I can’t speak for him but seeing it on a profile very obviously that gender typically makes me think somebody is spending too much time online where different pronouns are more common
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@jeblonskii What’s the reason you pointed it out. What dots are you connecting
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@PaperJam239 @RAWGREGRL @ArchieRL_ Yeah how dare he have one sub par split over (checks watch) 5+ years #sarcasm
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"Haven't been on Reddit in a while, lets check and see what people are talking about..."
Thank you brotha @ArchieRL_

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@Vatira5 Ball knower, that animegenuinely surprised me so much
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