sonetimes, particularly when im trying to sleep, my brain will show me visuals of just horrible and upsetting images, its not a conscious choice and it frequently feels like a manifestation of my stress and negative emotions
i cant get over the fact that 2 people came up to me last night at the show i was at last night n called me by my artist name n one like was like im your fan n talked about driving 3.5 hours to see me perform when i did ;__; thats the first time thats ever happened b4 like that