marisa 😵💫🐾🖤 🫶 😵‍💫🖤 🫶 😵‍

i spent the last 4 months making this, theres nothing to say its all in the music i hope you enjoy on.soundcloud.com/oPL4dniLDrjtno…

@songslifestyle i would get it for you

i want yogurt but im shivering

@el_filess i know you do too thank you for being a lovely n caring person in my life

@el_filess yeah i dont have my parents in my life anymore everythings been exhausted (more like I dont want to be around people who actively hurt me) and everythings scary but its life

@songslifestyle its life and its okay i mean it anything is possible

i gave myself brain damage to cope with childhood trauma which in turn made my life way worse & got me into very dangerous situations and have even worse things happen to me & strain my relationships with the people who love me 😂 it made me human tho so fuck it

@el_filess fire im gonna give myself 250 units of hmumalog as a treat

@el_filess ily too <3 what i was trying to say earlier is like i really mean what i say, and yeah people say that but yeah. I'm not like other people just hang in there sincerely, its all we can do

@el_filess im at the point where im years past the "Things will get better" and "keep going" and thats kind of just that, theres just nothing now. and nothing to return to.

@el_filess <3 yeah, its actually never been this bad before. you know when you lose things that are irreplaceable kind of repeatedly for years, like not something like a relationship could have, at least not a normal one, but with me none of my relationships are like normal

@el_filess im spending the rest of my money and driving as far as possible 🔥 to somewhere random

@el_filess is that its always love from me always and I truthfully mean it, I dnt want anything to happen to u, its funny too because Im actually feeling so insane and having so amny bad ideas and hallucinating and getting high n feeling a lot, but anyway im here for you if u need anything

@el_filess sorry if it isnt the right thing I was so tired when I sent that and im again up for an insanely long time but im feeling a lot, im glad they do i just want u okay, people always say shit, hell they can say shit and mean it but it doesnt mean that its real. I guess all I can say

@prairiedust yeah! my friend miles hit it which is rly awesome shes so good at music

@flipphonecharm that’s awesome

havent slept in like 40 uours i dont rvennkneo

@prairiedust i rly hope i can LOL but ill try just in too much pain

@flipphonecharm hooray :)

@prairiedust i made a few songs n stopped n my friend recorded on one n its perfect

@flipphonecharm stop making music or whatever ur doing girl ❤️

@aliceauaaANGEL it is literally fuckjing insane i hope u drop it its so good

@songslifestyle @serf_avenger i experienced that live in 3d

they putting paint thinner in the fentanyl thats not a fucking drug thats thinner of paint

@doll_posting my bad

have u ever noticed tht ppl in psychosis use emojis super heavily

i cant believe what im making rn