Nyouuum

I should have done this a week ago hihahaha ko-fi.com/nyouuum/goal?g…

I dont want to have to change place and go somewhere more isolated I have been almost unbothered by men

I go THERE because its safer to be in the middle of everyone but I didnt think KIDS would just decide I am suddenly their gardian

I just want to cook in the sun but I am scared ill have to entertain children Free meeeeeeee

hey buddy. its me, the abyss. just wanted to say please stop gazing into me. its making me feel really uncomfortable and i've been trying to show you how it feels by gazing back at you but clearly that is not helping the situation so. please just knock it off okay

two homura

You always did make me feel like prey.

I also feel it's something men say because they are immature and are complimenting me because they notice my qualities in a "you could be useful to me" manner

it's not the kids, yesterday it was a dad that was younger than me and idk people keep saying this and i do not enjoy being percieved like this

Is it valid to be annoyed random people I talk to love talking to me and all stuff like "the things you say... you sound like a good/smart person" STOP NOTICING I AM JUST TRYING TO BE A RANDOM PERSON NOT YOUR THERAPIST

I couldn't even talk on the phone ToT

I don't have a pb with talking to them, they straight up told me "we don't have anyone to speak french to at home" it's cute but I AM DOING ADULT THINGS THEY KEEP ASKING ME ABOUT AND ITS NOT COMPATIBLE WITH HANGING OUT WITH KIDS???

I officially cannot go for a smoke and a beer on the plazza the kids they won't leave me alone yesterday i was on the phone AND THEY KEPT COMING TO ME ???

sure hope all this physical abuse during the formative years of my life won't permanently alter my mental development haha talk about a long-lasting impact.

@documense lots of hugs from me to u !!

been ffeeling a horrible and incurable sense of impending dread and anxiety the past few days

@_staarsabove you don't need to be physically touched to be sexually traumatized being witness to acts or being in an environment that isn't appropriate for a child can cause sexual trauma