Nyx 🍷

@ani_is_skinny Thank you Ani 🩷

@Scout_Storm good luck today !! i hope you can enjoy yourself 💛 you can always get back on the bandwagon tomorrow

Today we have meals together in preparation for tonight's concert and rehearsals all day. I'm going to kms. I JUST WANT TO STARVE I ate too much last night already...

@cafeopen247 <3

@Scout_Storm ur literally tiny

I'm disgustingly fat

+0.7kg 💀

I'm so bloated

It's a curse being so small in height

Why did I let myself binge

I hate the feeling of food in my stomach. It was better empty.

Anyway goodnight lovely people 🩷 I will finally shut up 🗡

Only "positive" aspect is that I no longer have food noise :D

I don't know why I thought I could be only edtwt when I know I've always been shedtwt. I don't even understand myself sometimes.

I'm wondering if I should just turn this account as a shedtwt atp. If anyone is not comfortable with it, feel free to unfollowed. I would totally understand as it can be even more sensitive topics.

I'm sorry for spamming my stupid feelings

It's so sad being self-aware and seeing myself getting worse. My gw used to way higher and healthier than whatever I am right now. It's depressing.

It's okay I will stay fat because even if one day I get skinny nobody will love me because I'm not a good person.

Makes me want to cry again

The guilt after the binge making me so suicidal

My stomach hurt so bad 🫠

The binge wasn't even good. Nothing I ate was even tasty.