♡Rowan/ロワン♡
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♡Rowan/ロワン♡
@psybeems
☆ 22歳 ☆ she/they ☆ autistic/BPD ☆ 日本語初級者 ☆ ENG/JP OK ☆ TERFS DNI ☆ overwatch, pokémon, vocaloid, etc
가입일 Temmuz 2024
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"The black out drunk person I egged on to do sexual things with me when I was sober actually violated me bc I am a widdle 27 year old babby and can't consent somehow" is one of the craziest defenses I have ever seen and it's insane they keep double and tripling down on this
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(quoting bc I think this is important)
your therapist dismissing the idea because of a *supposed* lack of amnesia is one of the reasons we say the diagnostic criteria can be so subjective and why it doesn't matter if you "have OSDD-1 or DID" because they're the same thing and +
💰 (comms open) tixful of #artistrytwt 𓏲𝄢@tixful_artistry
@LibbielSystem SAMEEE like yes i do get memory gaps/amnesia but not THAT bad like i still know how i got to a place somehow. Cuz of the fact that we still remember things, my therapist deadass fakeclaimed me 😭😭😭😭😭
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i'm not trying to change anyone's mind per se, but more trying to expand on why this 'anti-endo/endos are fake' is harmful rhetoric both to traumatised and possibly untraumatised systems. you're not helping anyone and you're just fighting members of a similar community
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…then so what? isn't this more of a discovery than anything, and something that should be looked into? is it not worth looking into every possibility of the human brain to see why these things may have happened rather than outright refusing them? (7/?)
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maybe you should do actual extensive research and give the dsm/icd a proper re-read before purposely kicking people out. consider this a reading exercise. especially focus on the first screenshot, the literal diagnostic criteria. something specific isn't there
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you want a diagnosis for DID so you can finally be rid of denial and acknowledge the reality of your experiences. I systemically and methodically find ways to ignore my lived reality despite all the evidence and my diagnosis to the contrary. we are not the same
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🍨 this is sheet music.. a song is written on it
🎤 i remember that song. its one mafuyu was making as "OWN."
❄️ "OWN"...
❄️ (at that time, i didnt know what would make things easier.. i was just turning the feelings that kept overflowing into a song..)
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🍨that fragment really was your feeling,
but i didnt expect it to be that important
if your younger self hadn't held it together… who knows what would’ve happened.
❄️ yeah. that surprised me too. i definitely don’t want to go back to how i was back then.. so i'lll be careful
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this is so important to me i haven't read the whole event yet but as far as i can tell they all seem like many 'mafuyu's and that's how i feel with my dissociation too. osdd-1a mafuyu i love you 🩷
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i'm dead serious she is straight up a dissociative system. mafuyu asahina i love you
estrella 🦋@mafuyuchord
wait this is sad... in her fragment sekai there's a lot of "mafuyu's" that are sleeping and miku asks child fuyu why they're not awake andshe answers with "thats smth i cant say... because i have to realise it myself...lately *that me* has always seemed sleepy"
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MAFUYU IS PLURAL!!! EVERYONE LOCK IN FOR A SECOND
OWN • ECHO || bloomfes leaks@mafusysceo
HOLY SHIT?????? I WAS RIGHT??????? WHAT
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option literally doesn't exist after going to the page the link takes me to. if i can't be refunded for perks that went towards servers then fine, but PLEASEEE cancel the subscription for these server boosts when i don't even have access to cancelling it. why
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@discord_support cancelled nitro two months ago, i've been billed twice despite not having nitro. checked my emails and it's been automatically charging for server boosters that were part of my nitro. i clicked the link it gave me to cancel the server boosts, but this (1/2)
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