Whypump 🪄

This is deeply true and beautiful 🥹🤍

@Neutral_OC My heart bleeding for them both 💔

Girl watching over her sick mom in the hospital. One can only imagine how heavy this must be for her. 😢

The most heartbreaking delusion women live inside is that they are the ones who need to wait for a man to commit to them. Almost all insecurities, jealousy, anxiety, and self-destructive tendencies and behaviors towards themselves and their partners are caused by this idea that they are powerless in front of the will of a man who also experiences anxiety and several sleepless nights, and overwhelming thoughts, and analyzes his partner by putting their entire relationship history into all AI models and tries to read all kinds of research about what is a great wife or what makes a great wife. It’s like an ugly show where the woman is standing on stage being expected to play a certain role by following a script written by the watcher of her show and the judge who is holding all the power to decide whether she is worthy of love or not. And at the same time, the one who is playing the role of the judge is not really seeing his position as being powerful, because of the weight of the belief that he is the one responsible for the emotional state of his partner, and the fear of failing the role of being a husband and a father to his children, which can lead to the risk of being exposed as not good enough. And I say “exposed” because that is what most men feel deeply about themselves, and it is so deep that they actually bury that fear carefully and hide it well from their own selves, as one of the most heartbreaking forms of self-betrayal. The girl feels she must perform, It all depends on doing her best and praying for god to be on her side. This is what we call normal society. The entire structure is built on a narrative, and this narrative has been pushed for several decades and now it is the design of the collective dream. It is absolutely ridiculous, but it is “reality.” The sad part about all this is not that this is bad or wrong.. there is no such thing as right or wrong - but reality expressing itself in a direct, immediate way. What is sad is seeing these beautiful souls drowning in thoughts and ideas, which is a way of stepping away farther and farther from god, the god of love, the god of pure joy and free expression. In my specific journey, I learned one of the most precious and valuable lessons, which is: it doesn’t matter if reality is awake to itself or dreaming. It doesn’t matter if one identifies themselves with their ego or beliefs. What really matters is to stay alive. What really, really matters is to survive the pain of loving so hard and so deeply that your sorrows start to cry for your healing. ❤️

Eid Mubarak to all muslim community 💖

There’s an entire infinite world behind the small limited “knowing”

Today is the day where i take a shower and it’s every 3 months… and i could smell exactly the moment my smell started to become unbearable not to mention the smell of my mouth.

@asparagoid Same, i am enjoying the uniqueness of this feeling

@whynotpump I will later, I’m busy feeling special for being so simple

One of the interesting things about me is i am extremely simple to the point where people feel suspicious - because this simplicity is so simple that it’s impossible to really believe it to exist, it is this kind of simplicity that doesn’t exist in their perceptual reality.

@asparagoid Same, share location please

@whynotpump I too am always misunderstood because I am “too simple”. I suffer so much. I am just too simple. Simpler than anyone. Tonight I am going to a group for simple people who are misunderstood, we all cry together and share the pain of feeling misunderstood. You are welcome to come

@Cosmos_Prophet You still didn’t miss anything yet We just starting now 🪄

@whynotpump What did I miss?

It’s time to lock in and grind

"stress less, bother less" 😸🤣

No face has ever been seen or found

Human's best buddy

Revenge is an artistic elegant expression

She said yes btw

@ojn_music Exactly

@whynotpump Thought you had a husband?

Me when I miss my boyfriend

Oneday i will be normal again

90% of people online are actively there because they are too scared to accept that there is a reality right where they are sitting reading this tweet. because giving attention to their physical world demands things from them that they are not ready to give or do yet, so going online becomes the ultimate escape from reality into something that doesn’t ask anything of them. “If I can only read some tweets or talk to my AI chat, I will not be aware of my existence here.” So being online turns from something that is supposed to be for fun or work into something very damaging to the soul, where one lives entirely in a digital world while their physical world becomes task based; wake up, eat, drink, walk, do what seems like it must be done, and that’s it. When one lives in their digital world, they start to notice how hard it is to deal with people in real life, because they no longer see others as beings but as something that needs to be managed. People don’t seek the mystery of truly knowing another person anymore, they pour their entire soul into an AI chat to be understood and responded to based on what the AI assumes them to be, need, or want. It is a lonely world where the very act of trying to express it can never be seen for what it is. It is a truly deep conditioning, and I have a vision that in the future it will become impossible to ever reach one another in a truly human, direct way.

@asparagoid HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

There is a specific type of woman who enters relationships with men who turn out to be gay This is happening more than ever If you trace her life back, her father was usually present but somehow unreachable Distant in a way that made her keep trying, but without losing all hope She spent her whole childhood doing this, then her early relationships, until it became a template for love So she became a woman who reads male emotional unavailability as high value, as a thing to pursue Men who want her too much somehow feel unattractive Men who hold something back feel worth pursuing Then she meets him He is warmer than straight men usually are, more emotionally intelligent But he doesn’t look at her the way men look at women they want. He isn’t overpowered by lust. In fact, he barely seems to care about pursuing her at all His desire and interest has a ceiling And it’s low There is a depth to him she cannot reach But she does not register this as a problem She registers it as exactly what she is looking for And on his side, he chose her deliberately He needed a woman who would not push on the door too much. Who would not ask too much Who would be socially useful and keep up an appearance while asking for almost nothing in return Her childhood and her early relationships trained her for this with precision She calls his lack of pursuit and his emotional distance mystery, attractiveness Her love seems to grow the more he withdraws But in reality, the reality could not be more different to her perception Her own wounds have duped her perfectly He is gay He has always been gay He will always be gay He just needed to play a role for a while. He needed somewhere to live in the meantime. He needed to keep up an appearance because he hadn’t yet gained the courage to face himself Did you know that men who come out of the closet while in heterosexual relationships were in them for 8 years on average So if the man you love is warm, but somehow doesn’t really hunger for you If his desire never feels total, always seems to stop short or have long periods of total absence If you are always the one pursuing If the child in you lights up in the rare moments where you finally gain his attention, just like it did as a child Maybe there’s another reason the door you are so desperate to push against isn’t opening A much simpler reason than the ones you told yourself Maybe he is gay