I wish I was able to be fully true to myself. I have never told anyone that I was super close to kill myself one night back in 2021 and it haunts me forever. I never told my therapist about my selfharm issues I struggled with for years and I hate how disconnected I am +
losing my life time best friend has altered something in my brain chemistry and I’m scared it will never get easier she was the one person who truly knew me but she fucking stabbed me in the back
I wish I had a best friend who would text me often and who wants to meet up with me more than once every three months and who wants to talk to me or something idk. My actual wish is that anyone would throw me a surprise party but honestly idek who they can invite
I’m so sad like all my classmates already have their friends and will never truly see me as a friend but just like a classmate and they’re also 4 years younger and my current friends literally just barely talk to me