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Might just be my best meme to date. Not sure I can top this one.

𖦹 OMAD | 800cals • Kale & Pickled Jalapeños mixed with Roasted Jalapeño Hummus & topped with Nutritional Yeast Seasoning • Chickpea Peanut Butter Dough • Chocolate Rice Cakes • Carrots that I again had an allergic reaction to & was replaced with Corn Pops & SF Peach Snapple

I cannot express enough how viscerally uncomfortable I am in this body. I see myself as a different entity from it. This pasty 120lb flesh is completely separate from the sickly olive 96lb body that I inhabited. I don't know this body. It's not me. I'm trapped under layers of fat

This body is foreign and unfamiliar to me. I want nothing to do with it. It causes more discomfort than it does digust. I do not want to touch it or look at it or acknowledge it in any way. I bathe it with my eyes fixed to the wall. I will not claim it as mine. I do not want it.

𖦹 OMAD | 800cals • Fresh Salad in a Mustard Red Wine Vinaigrette • Apple Sweet Potato Coconut Soup • Chickpea Brownie Dough

@nymphagia The way that I used to eat my grandmother's wallpaper when I was a kid..... it all adds up

"oh! i didnt know u had an ed. bed or bulimia?"

Need to lose 20lbs NOW.

I need to get so small that it's not just alarming, it's FRIGHTENING.

I can't cope in this larger body. It's driving me to complete and utter madness.

@lipstikonurface To you too ml! ♡

𖦹 OMAD | 800cals • Ribboned Maple-Gochujang Carrot & Cucumber Salad • Apple Sweet Potato Cocunut Soup • Mango • Blueberries • Pineapple Ices

@emi_loves_u @IntractableLion It's wrong and makes me angry </3

I WILL ARGUE ABOUT EVERY FUCKING ONE OF THESE AS A CIDERMAKER I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT APPLES EXIST ON A TRIPLE OR QUADRUPLE AXIS PLOT NOT A GODDAMN TART/SWEET LINE

@sinewysnake Ahhh tysm :') I look forward to them all day for sure!

@lovingskinni Resonates with me to my core.

@xnikotyna_waifx Dressing is 1 tsp Gochujang ½ tbsp Amino Acids / Soy Sauce ½ tbsp Rice Vinegar 1 tbsp Maple Syrup Whisk together and toss with thin veg of choice! :)

@eloise_ed New look is cute! <3

@she_is_so_tiny Looks so good! <3

Healthy breakfast!! So much protein♡

@skinnythorn <3

@0rangeh0neys you really get it

Having a body is such a burden.

@fl0werboy_123 I just want to be a sentient telekinetic apple is that too much to ask

@narcisians Ugh I'm sorry that's awful

@0rangeh0neys Years ago when i first developed a (then purely restrictive) ed i was often nauseous and would excuse myself from class due frequent back-to-back fasting. Once, upon coming back, the prof made a "joke" about how i was sick from eating too much the night before. I didn't laugh.