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sorry but the difference between dy’s story and ty’s reposts 😭 dy is like we love and support mk always there is no bad blood. let’s continue making good memories together 🤍and tys reposts are like WHAT IF YOU HAD A SON. AND HE LEFT. AND YOURE FIGHTING A BATTLE WORSE THAN DEATH

D-28💗

D-29💗

D-182 💗

i don’t have the headspace or heart space for this, and i don’t want to be… but here i am, becoming a be-linghe-er 😍😂😍😂 #zhanglinghe

“hello this is sm entertainment”

roll up to the crying, roll up roll up 🎶

@209vals damn..hope you’re doing okay, friend 🫂

@127gotmyback girl... too late... i was alr crying to the song last night before going to bed

do not listen to landslide by fleetwood mac 💔

this is what baffles me like at least neo center could have given us the unity live album regardless if it’s the start of their enlistment period like tell me why is it possible they could give more energy to other groups

even apple music knows my feelings right now

cleaned up some other old ilichil pics 💌

i thought i'll be okay by today, but i didnt know i was this attached to mark & to 127 members. i love & have watched them grew up together since they were smrookies. i watched how they spent times in the practice rooms, nervously performing at smtown live, had their first concert as a trainee oversea, a dear trainee left, some are chosen to debut, trained like crazy, debuted & performed on their first stage, new members added which becomes their source of energy too, criticised for not being a popular group under a big company , criticised for having an experimental concept & music style, but they grew stronger together, had their very first tour, achieved many awards, eventually praised as the god of performance for never showing an uncool stages, always reassuring each other & their fans. while i watched them grew up, i went to high school, got into university, sneaked to see them few times during my internship, got my degree, took my master's, graduated with a smile, went to interviews, got my first job, got promoted to my dream job, travelled with my own money to see them, had some moments where i feel discouraged to do anything, lost some beloved ones around me, i basically grew up too. spiritually, they became my source of happiness & energy through my hard times. each of their passion & unique personalities even inspired me in the things i do whether its something i was supposed to do long time ago or its something new. i know that the acceptance phase will come sooner or later & time will heal this pain. sending off someone you dearly love is never easy. but i would be selfish to do that. for now, let me just hold on to it a little longer. then i will be okay, and i will cherish all these 12 years of moments. it will be part of my beautiful memories that i will never forget & regret over. still, i am happy & proud of you mark. i will be rooting for you from afar. just knowing that you will be happy is already more than enough for me.

woke up with puffy eyes and sadness lingering 😭

tried listening to jet lag then ilichil said "we got each other" and i started crying

dear ilichil, you're my everything ♡

just kll me please

@jsuhcoffeee im devastated as well :(( looking back, those US contents and promotions were my biggest comfort from all of my student struggles at that time

@127gotmyback Same, i want to relive the time when i was waiting for their US contents since they was there a lot. God, how come they ended up like this? Im still so devastated

i want to relive the time when i was working hard for my senior year in college while supporting and wishing for 127’s success in the global scene 😭💔